Can you Love me?

c h a p t e r 36

Hate is a strong word. I needed something stronger as to how I felt towards the world. Anger surged through my body and I felt the need to kill. My glare towards my so-called parents must have been really dangerous because I saw them blanch and I sneered at them.

Good for you, you Silas' minions.

But then who was I? I carried Silas' blood. I was his daughter. As much as I felt distraught at this some part of me was feeling powerful. I walked to the nearest standing guard and he burned as I looked at him with fake pity. I was enjoying this.

I took his sword and flipped in my hand just for the show of it. For a second, nanosecond my steps faltered as I saw them; Kasper, Jayden and Blade.

Jayden Wallace, so you were with me for a reason after all. My dad told me how he always had a mentor for me, one to guide me to the right path, Jayden. I didn't even felt surprised now, I was waiting for everything and everyone to fall apart around me.

With a day left, I was not even scared of death or even scared to kill. I was at that point where I didn't give a shit.

I know why my curse breaker was true love because someone as hateful as me can't find love let alone true love at that. You wanted to hate me, now I will give reasons to myself.

Where is the fun in being good?

I walked with confidence and a smirk to define how evil I felt right then I walked towards the boys who walked back. Where is the confidence now?

"Do you hate me enough now?" I yelled using all the power in me to scare them away.

Frozen, you don't want to this.

"You have to the nerve to tell me what I could or could not do?" I yelled at Jayden.

He still penetrated my mind. He shouldn't have.

I was conflicted. I wanted to cry I was that angry but I couldn't cry because that will just show how broken I felt from inside. My anger was just fueling my bad side.

Was I that hate-worthy that not a single person in my life was truthful to me?

I walked out of the door killing everything just by my presence and for once I didn't feel, I didn't try to feel anything at all.

So the world was prejudice, they judge by rumours and what they hear. They think I am Silas' bloodline, they will always fear me, always hate me so why not prove them right because frankly, it was much easier than defending and explaining to all those shallow people.

It was the time I threatened a few.

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Luca waited at the entrance looking terrified as he should.

"Any free last minute advice Luca before you die?" I shouted out to him mocking him.

He was shocked and ran inside probably alerting them of the incoming destruction.

I laughed a hysterical laughter at this.

There might be a sane part of me, deep down which will calm me down and put reasons behind why everyone did that but right now that part was in slumber.

My footsteps echoed in the empty school hall and just for the fun of it, I shattered all the lamps on the walls vengeance running through me. Through the distance, I saw all the student body or what was left of it waiting for the death. I can kill them all right now, I should kill them all but I was still hesitating.

I felt the throbbing of nerves in my head. I let out a shriek of frustration and saw everyone cower.

"Weren't you trained to take on the evil? Or are you just good in the classes and not the practical?" I walked closer this time trying to kill the portion of me that was making me weak.

That kept telling me that not to kill, what wrong these people have done?

But then there was the prominent part that kept telling me to kill them, to make them feel hurt just I felt when they considered me an outcast, looked at me with indignant, hatred and fear.

I went even closer my resolve solidified. I wanted to kill anyone and everyone.

"That's enough." A hatefully familiar tone made me roll my eyes in frustration.

"Or what, you will kill me?" I turned to look at Silas.

Students looked even more scared.

"You need to let go of the anger and not kill everybody on the planet." He said in a restrained tone.

"Look who is talking." I gave him a cold look.

"I kill only when necessary."

"Right, sure you do dad," I said putting a strain on the word dad and heard gasps around.

So yeah guys news flash, this guy here with green skin and red eyes is my father.

"Come on now, stop all the madness. I want to throw you a birthday party before I perish."

That did it, that pushed me to the max level of insanity and I laughed hysterically.

A what did he say?

"Birthday party?" I said the words through greeted teeth glaring at him.

Was he really this insane or was this his idea of a joke?

"It is more like an official crown bestowing ceremony." He said dryly maybe tired of my antics.

"Oh, crowns and throne. That is going to be so much fun. And will there be a ball dance... oh, wait there can't be because no will dance with me and attempt suicide." I was sweetly poisonous which was aggravating Silas.

"You need to learn to control this power before I die Annalise."

"Who said I want to control it? You wanted me all dark and evil. I am what you wanted me to be. are you not proud daddy." I retorted blood boiling inside me.

My anger was getting worse and worse with passing second. And it suddenly reminded me of the old woman, the fairy that could still correct the situation.

But do I want it corrected? I mean what I wrong with using a power when you are born with it.

"if you don't stop all this insanity now I will start killing your lover boys Annalise." He threatened me, Silas dared threatened me.

With large footsteps, I walked towards him and I saw the big evil Silas stagger a bit.

"Loverboys you say? Which one should I kill first? Is it your minion you told me about or the charming Prince. Or should I just kill the little fairy." I dared him with my eyes and his flickered in shock of my words.

"What do you mean Annalise?" And for a fleeting moment, I saw that he was terrified.

Terrified of my words, my actions and then I saw myself in the large mirror on the corridor wall. Biting back a scream I looked myself as my eyes were crimson and the nerves of my neck too green.

Good-bye Annalise Curtin. Tomorrow you turn nineteen and seal your fate.

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A little on short side, since this was a filler on how Annalise is right now.

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