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Do I deserve you?

Do I deserve you?

'Remember Swara.. if you will leave me today, I will not accept you later ever.' This words of Sanskar were revolving in her mind..

It had been 6 months to the day which changed everyone's life, Laksh went missing, Swara and Ragini left MM and came to Badi and are staying there while Sanskar became a workholic...
Elders missed their fun and teasings..

Ragini was drowned in her own pain that she missed to see her sister's suffering which she without any fault was bearing.

Swara used to hide her pain from everyone and always a forceful smile was on her face, it was only she who know how much broken she was.

She used to call Uttara and ask about Sanskar and his health, medicines, work etc.. and uttara used to get teary eyes seeing the unconditional love but was unable to do anything for her 'Bhai-Bhabhi'.

But yesterday night everything changed, happiness knocked their door again.

Her Sanskar fulfilled his promise and brought back Laksh.
Everyone was happy on his arrival but she was only one who was fighting back her thoughts sitting in the corner of her room (in badi).
This is not she is not happy.. she is extremely happy on seeing a beautiful smile playing on her sisters lips and her eyes sparkling.

But she herself ruined her life completely.

He came and told about Laksh's arrival but didnt said a word after and left immidately ignoring everyone.

'May be he dont want me anymore..
Ofcourse why will he? Afterall I did the worst to him.. he loved me but I only hurted him in return. He needed me and I left him. He is just keeping his words and this time I will not force him.. he has complete right to think of his happiness, I will not spoil anything now.' She thought and wiped the tears rolling down her cheeks.

She stood up from her place and then looked at the clock hanging on the wall... it reads 2:30..

'It is 2:30 in the night.. I will leave everyone. Because I know if I will stay here.. I will not let him go and will try to get him but he deserves best not me.' Thinking this she packed her bag and took the money which she was collecting from last 6 months going to Music School hiding from everyone.. only place she got some relief, some peace where she was able to divert her mind for sometimes from all the mishaps happening in her life.

She picked a paper and pen and scribbled some words over it and placed it on the side table and left the house not without glancing once at every sleeping figure..

She walked for sometime and came outside the 'Maheshwari Mansion' and without her knowledge tears started to roll down her eyes..

At the same time.

Sanskar was sleeping in his room..
Suddenly he woke up with a jerk.

'What the hell is happening to me? Why I am getting this much restless?' He questioned himself but his mind chose to stay silent.

'Is she fine?' His heart asked.

He became tensed and immediately changed left to go to Badi.

Outside.

Swara was battling with her thoughts to go in or not.. finally she dropped the idea and started to move back..

Sanskar came out by the moment but didnt find anything and hurridely drove the car to Badi.

He reached there in no time and saw the lights off. He thought to go in but then checked the time.. it is 3:15 by now.