It's been two weeks and so far we are no closer than before at finding the nine-tails. We've been trying to stay low and gather information but it's just not working. Deidara is driving me crazy, too! He keeps looking at me expectently.
I'm going to kill someone.
I collapse on the maroon sofa in our apartment. Closing my eyes I soak up the silence of the room until a loud crash resonates throughout the area. My (E/C) eyes open slowly and take notice of the blonde boy who looked quite annoyed.
"Why the hell are you making such a racket?" I groaned
"It wasn't my fault, un." He said halfheartedly, closing the blown up door on his way to the bright yellow Love seat. All the furniture in this place was mismatched and dirty, honestly it was drivinme crazy.
"Be more quiet next time." I snapped, closing my eyes again.
"Your nothing like the (F/N) I knew." He said suddenly, I listened to the pat pat of his footsteps before replying.
"The (F/N) you used to know is dead." My voice was dark and steady "Stop acting like I'm about to run into your arms and apologize for leaving you. There's plenty of other fish in the sea, Deidara."
He stopped at the entrance to his room before answering and walking away.
"Your right, there are plenty of fish in the sea." He slammed the door behind him and I ignored the pang of hurt that resided in my chest.
"I do not love him. I severed our bond a longtime ago because love is weak but not even that could stop the feeling of longing that I could not seem to get rid of for him.
It's Midnight and everyone's sitting in the living room discussing the next phase of the plan. Deidara had stopped looking at me but I guess his way of getting back at me for what I said earlier is flirting with Aya. I do not care. I do not care. I do not care but the flames of anger inside of me just roared and grew bigger and bigger until I was glaring daggers at the blonde beauty.
I almost ripped her head off when she turned her head and kissed a very surprised Deidara who quickly picked her up bridal style and carried her off to his room leaving everyone but me in total shock.
"We'll come back tomorrow. Have your stuff ready." Said Itachi before him and a tired Tobi took off into the night.
"If they're going to do it then can they at least wait until after the mission?" I complained, trying to hide that fact that I was angry and wanted more than anything to go into his room and stop them from having sex.
"Is that jealousy I hear?" Smirked Sasuke before he sauntered off to his bedroom.
"Shut up, Duckbutt!" I growled before laying on the couch and the last thing a I though before falling asleep was. . .
If he wants to play dirty than I'll just have to step up my game.
What I said earlier had started a competition and I was no going to lose but if I won what would I do? Me and Deidara were not meant to be together. . .but if that's true than why do I want him so bad? I hate you, Deidara because I can't seem to stop loving you and I know it's wrong but I can't stop. Why. Why me? What if he fell for Aya while trying to hurt me? Does he need me? Maybe him and Aya weren't faking anything back at the table. I hate this.
Deidara's POV
Aya had left, our plan had worked so far. (F/N) had gotten jealous at the table and that had calmed me down. What she had said earlier in the living room had given me the idea to get her jealous by hitting on another girl, Aya had agreed with my plan even though it was cliche.
When I shut my bedroom door I had dropped Aya and we had discussed what happened. We'll have to keep this up for a little while longer and knowing (F/N) she'll act like she didn't care and try and get back st me by hitting on other guys.
"I love you even if what you felt back there wasn't jealousy and just annoyance, un." I murmured to myself, I missed her so much and all I wanted was for her to come back to me because our forever did not end one year ago, it's still going and it will never end.
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New chapter! I'm trying to be more descriptive and stuff so tell me if you liked it because it really helps me out! I'm trying to make Aya and (F/N) become friends but I'm not sure how I'm gonna do it.
I will be updating my other stories:
-I'm not crying - Kakashi x reader
-Hello - Itachi x reader
I'm also thinking about starting another story that will date back before the hidden villages when Madara and Hashirama were around. If I do it'll be a Madara x OC or reader story. Please tell me what you think :3
Btw I stole some lyrics from the song :3
Put your thoughts in the comments!
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Fanfiction"Just because a decision hurts, doesn't mean that it was the wrong decision." These were the words that the third Hokage said to his adopted granddaughter before the 9 tails attacked and took everything. Now, f/n spends her days suppressing her fee...
