I woke up this morning with a sense of grief but I didn't know why. Deidara must have left early for his mission. I slipped out of bed and padded down the hallway to get some food. Tobi was in the kitchen talking to Paina no Konan and for once he was quiet.
"What's going on?" I raised my voice so they would here.
Konan looked at me with pitiful eyes but Pain wouldn't look at me, Tobi left.
"(F/N) I'm sorry. . ." Whispered Konan.
"W-what?!" I muttered.
"H-he did it for the Akatsuki. . .you should b-be proud." She sobbed.
A sense of fear and grief overwhelmed me. I knew what had happened but I didn't want to say it because I wasn't ready to say goodbye to him when I just got back, when things just went back to normal. My eyes stung with tears.
"What do you mean?" I choked out.
"He used his ultimate art to defeat Itachi's little brother but it was in vain, the boy escaped and Deidara died for nothing at all." Said Pain blankly.
"Pain!" Shouted Konan.
"Don't lie to her." Said Pain before he left the room.
I fell to my knees and let the tears fall, I covered my mouth with my hands and let myself cry. It all made sense, the way he was talking last night, he knew he would die. It was selfish of him to just throw his life away. I don't care if it was for the Akastuki or not! I hate him for what he did! What about forever?!
"N-no. . ." I moaned out between crying.
"(F/N)—"
"SHUT UP!" I yelled before standing up and running back to the bedroom.
I collapsed on the bed and let me tears fall. I hate myself for leaving him. I hate him for leaving me. I hate everyone. Memories flashed through my mind.
The white bird landed a few feet in front of me revealing a young handsome man with blonde hair put up into a half ponytail. He grinned as he threw a white bird at me.
"I'll love you forever."
"Well, forever isn't that long.
"DeiDei!"
I looked up and saw the blonde man holding me bridal style I looked down and saw that we were on his giant bird.
"It looks like I'm screwed."
"Yes it does!"
Memories of when we first met and when he confessed his feelings to me flashed through my mind. All the dates we went on and the things I said to him when I was with Orochimaru.
"Why, DeiDei?!" I shouted out into the empty room.
I clutched the sheets of the bed harder shut my eyes. I missed him and now I'll never get to see him again. The last thing I said to him was 'I'll love your forever'. I cried and cried until my eyes hurt and I didn't think Inwoudl ever move again. I forgot about revenge for my Brother and the hate I had for Orochimaru. My thoughts were consumed by Deidara.
I missed him.
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Forever is a long time ≫ Deidara
Fanfiction"Just because a decision hurts, doesn't mean that it was the wrong decision." These were the words that the third Hokage said to his adopted granddaughter before the 9 tails attacked and took everything. Now, f/n spends her days suppressing her fee...
