Sorry for the wait, as always school is a pain in the a..
(Little chapter) you can send me some ideas for the next chapter if you want. ;)
Hope you enjoy!Snart pov
Hours had passed since I last talk to Rip... How could he be serious about Sara? His words were still messing in my mind almost haunting me. "If I have to put her down, I will do it" he had said with such ease. Maybe she had lost control a couple times but that doesn't mean that she was dangerous or gone... She just needed help, she needed support over her mourning. Over the passed months, she had showed everyone how strong and unreadable she was, giving by the same time, the impression that there was no way to break her, but everyone has their weaknesses and knowing what Sara has been through, I know that the lost of a family member is something that she couldn't handle, not anymore... She had lost so much, more than anyone would have ever lost in his entire life and yet she was still so young...Clear minded, I walked in the direction of Sara's room. Slowly approaching, I could feel the air becoming thicker and I heard quiet sobbing from the one I love. I had never heard her crying before and it was heartbreaking to listen to. I stood in front of the door a few seconds before entering slowly and quietly Sara's dark room. "Go away" she grunted as soon as I passed the door frame. Staying still, she added "I'm just a monster". "No you aren't Sara" I said making small steps toward her. Stepping over an alcohol bottle as I did so. She was still crying now facing the wall, " how can you say that to someone who were strangling you a couple hours ago?" She asked unsure if she really wanted to know the answer. I sat down next to her on the bed and she turned her head now facing me. I slowly took her hands and stared at her eyes full of sorrow. I calmly started to express my feelings toward her for the second time in my life. "Because this person already took my breath away, in fact, she always did..." She slightly lift her head up seeming almost surprise by my revelation. "What does she have that is so special to you?" She whispered. "Well... I know that you this person has been through a lot, I know that she's hurt even if she constantly trying to hide it from everyone. She's totally broken and continue to pretend that she doesn't need help. This person have been hiding lies for a long time because she has been hurt by the truth way too long. She had been put aside all her life, underestimated, and she has forged herself a shell and try to be as far as people as she can be, but this isn't going anywhere to work anymore, because I'm here now and I'm not going to let you down. I met you and realized that you are the half of me I have been missing for a long time. We fit in each other patterns and I know how to make you happy because you are exactly like me miss Lance. We are bond to be together Sara and I understand maybe it isn't perpetual but you have to let me help you at the best that I can." I haven't realized it before letting go of my every thoughts, but Sara has quietly started to cry again, shaking. Lifting her head to see that I was done speaking, she threw her arms at me sobbing into my neck. I held her close, holding her head close to my heart, patting her back, while murmuring in her ear "It's okay Sara, let it all go. You don't have to hold it anymore." I could smell in her breath that she has been drinking again but that wasn't important for the moment. I was there for her and I would help her get through this hell hanging hands... That was all that matter...
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-Audrey
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