Captain Canary: Hope

The Breakdown

Sara's pov

I couldn't say how long I've cried, but I knew that Snart never let go of me. He stayed by my side the whole time. When I finally stopped and took in what I have caused to the crew, how unstoppable and blood thirsty I had been, I wanted to do nothing more than fun away, but the thing was that I was on a vessel travelling through time and that I couldn't easilly leave without anyone noticing. Anyway, truth is, I didn't know where to go... I couldn't go back to Star City, I wouldn't be able to see my mom either, I was totally lost, a complete mess. I was exhausted, heartbreaked and had a terrible migraine from both the ahcohol I had consumed and the time I had been crying. I think I fall asleep in Snart's arms trying to find a way to fix the mistakes I had made...

Leonard's pov

Sara slowly fall asleep after sometime. I didn't want to move and ruined her sleep, knowing that she probably didn't have much in the last few weeks. I looked at her released features and beautiful face, braiding some locks of hair off her tiredly face, just like I did back in time with my little sister. Those moments were surely the best I remember from when I was young. Thinking about the woman that had made my heart melt, I soon drifted to sleep holding the Canary in my arms while listening to her peaceful and repeatly heart beat.

I was fully awake, when she woke up. At first she was a bit confused but she quickly realized how I ended up in her room. The distress was still showing on her face, but you could see a sparkle of hope in her eyes, letting me thinking that she was getting over her mourning.

Sara's pov

I wasn't alone anymore and I couldn't let myself sob again in front of him, I couldn't show him how I weak I felt and how wreck I was. I was a timing bomb ready to detonate at any time nor cost, but I had to keep it together at least for now. I hadn't kept the promise I had assigned myself to keep my pair safe. I was angry at myself for attacking Snart the way I did, like a predator without glory... Off all people, he hasn't hurt me in anyways and he was the first I yelled at... Turning now to face the silent man to my side I couldn't help but apologizes to him. "Leonard" I interpeled "I'm sorry, this shouldn't  have been my way to welcome you back..." I stopped, seeing the bloody traces my nails had left on his pale neck. Noticing my stuppord, he hid the marks with his left hand. Looking into my eyes he said smirking at me " It's no big deal Sara" then he was going to add something but he was cut off by Gideon percing voice " Mr Snart, you are demanded into the main room". Excusing himself, Snart left the room after telling me that he would be back soon. I knew all too well what this meeting was about, they were going to discuss my fate on this ship with the crew...

I'm very very sorry, what a terrible chapter it is. Please I would love to hear what you think could happen in the next chapter, don't be shy to share ideas with me, I will try to update more often, getting over these author's block of mine... Anyway thanks for reading this story, it really means a lot for me and it also helps me getting better writting in this language! Have a nice evening ;)

-Audrey