Just Me And My Life I Guess

touched....

You know what im letting this out this will probably be deleted later anyway.

Its something i feel like once i tell you people can get the courage to tell their parents about if it happened to them.

Theres goes a day where i dont think about this....

Theres times i want to fucking kill myself.

I always wished i wasn't born at all. That i was the miscarriage not the baby before me..... That i was born to a different family......
I can't go a day without thinking about "him"

I have the worst relatives!

My uncle doesnt even care for their kids right!

Thats the reason my FUCKING COUSIN WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH MY OLDER SISTER!!

HE HAS SEXUALLY TOUCHED ME! HE TOUCHED MY BREAST AND TEXTED ME TO LET HIM SLAP MY ASS!

Every time he came to my house we would play truth or dare....

And when i chose dare he would say "I dare you to let me touch your chest"

Every time "he" did it. It always felt wrong and I told him..

I was young, I didn't know it was actually bad!

There are times where it feels like he's actually touching me and I just have to cover my breast.

Yeah i have great fucking cousins!

Wierd thing is that I'm able to do smut rp but then again its not in real life and i dont think about "him" unless i get real depressed.

Thanks life.

My life is amazing after this.

-loser Ana4evaLove❤🐱