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Questions - Gender

So today I'm been questioning my gender.

I feel like I'm gender Fluid. I know that it means they don't have a fixed gender. (denoting or relating to a person who does not identify themselves as having a fixed gender.)

Like I don't feel like a girl at all but I also don't feel like a guy. There's days I want to be a girly girl and days where I'm really tom boy and there's days I feel neutral.

There's day I'll want to wear a dress and there's days I want to wear a tux.

I know there's others gender I can identify as but at the moment I do feel like I'm gender fluid.

I took a like two quizzes. (Just as a joke and to see if it did say it.) The first one said yes but then I did it again and it said no. (The creater said no would mean I might identify as something else.) The second quiz told me I'm gender fluid.

So I'm just really confused. I looked up youtube videos to help because I know there are people that could help. I really don't know at all at all. The YouTube videos didn't really help.

My biggest question is if I could be gender neutral by choice. Since I sometimes hate gender roles. I know I can use they/them as a choice.

So like all of you guys know. I'm a small Cosplayer. I noticed all the cosplay accounts I follow almost all of them are gender something. King malus is gender fluid. Lowcash_cosplay doesn't identify as a female or male. (I forgot what they identify as) Anti.The.Marshmellow is transgender. SilverluvsGarroth is transgender. Angstycosplay is transgender.

Like the only one that isn't that I know if is trash_mess. They're female.

I know that this means nothing but I kind of find that a coincidence. Yeah I know I know. It means nothing. Just something I had on my mind.

I have been questioning myself a lot. I questioned myself a couple of months ago and kind of forgot until today. >3<

Yeah I procrastinated on my gender. xD oops.

Imma just continue to question myself until I know what I identify.

If you have any advice I would appreciate it. Thank you.