Just Me And My Life I Guess

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So is it bad that I broke down more than once today.

I can tell you that it was more that 5.

So is it consider bad and that I should probably go and get help now?.

I been needing to talk to someone today all day but I can't bring myself to text any one. I just can't.

I don't want to get help. I just can't.

I hate today so much! I just want to die already. I have been thinking about suicide all day. I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I want a break from this life. I really do. I been locked away in my room all day. I denied to eat beside breakfast. I eventually went and ate a icecream sandwich.

I have been thinking about the pills I have in my rooms all day.

I just want to disappear...