Pink:
It's not feminine to me. It's just pretty. Beautiful. Gorgeous- even. Pink is warm. Pink is comfort. And right now, Josh is just oozing with it.
(((YEP. IT'S CLIMBING. NOT GOING FAST I SWEAR. Sorry lmao)))
I wrote some songs today. One was called Drown. Drown was like my poems, depressing. Then again, all of my songs are poems. I was in piano class when I decided to make a little song to it. My teacher was staring, then my whole class was staring.
" Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me?
"I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me knows it's all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore
"Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't
Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his call
But it's more of a cry 'cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize again
"Here I come again to you
Just to show that blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?
I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?
"Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
It's taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission and
I don't know if I am dying or living
'Cause I will save a face for name's sake
Abuse grace, take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame, I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave and
They say the ocean's blue, but it's black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing now the full parts
Of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But it's hard for me to see where ocean stops and sky begins
A random strikes of light remind me of what is true
But right now the ocean's blacker than black, the sky is too "
I ended the song without realizing that everyone was listening.
Everyone clapped, and then I saw Josh. He was clapping, and crying. No one has ever cried to my songs before. All of this made me blush a little. "Tyler... that was beautiful!" the teacher said. The class agreed, and then it ended. The day was over.
(( HOLY FRICK THAT WAS LONG))
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