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hey look it's me slowly becoming depressed-

Vent #1:
AAAAAA

man

Okay like

Why are people so cool??

People are like: 'hey u r so cute and cool y?'

And I'm like:

' C h r i s t  if you only k n e w m e'

But besides that-

Vent #2:
I'm becoming depressed again ;<;

And over stupid reasons

My envy is slowly seeping in and just I'm like:

'flower-baby shut up you have all you need y u jealous- ppl love you what is wrong with u y do u want more???''

Ugh I'm am mentally and physically suffering

Why am I not content with myself

I have friends

I have friends-

Vent #3:

Okay

Okay

Can anyone relate to this like

So my friends IRL have known each other for a bunch of years
And I'm that one friend that just became friends with them-

Like

I have no actual friends???¿¿¿

Like, they all talk to each other like cool buds and tell them their feelings and I'm like:

'Hey can I be loved too???¿¿¿'

One of my friends would be laughing at me rn because she likes to torment me

If you met that person you would be like:

'dude she's super abusive y tho'

I dread going back to school because I really don't want to be hurt by that friend or be super sad because my friends talking to each other more than me ;<;

I feel like I'm one of those friends that you can get along with by your not actually my friend and you just use me cause you can ;<;

This is all in real life, not internet

Mood: I need to breathe I'm about to cry-