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LordI don't want to go to school
I don't want to hear the screaming cries of kids
The annoying laughs of students
The impatient teachers with mouths full of fire
Overwhelming tests and quizzes that make my grades drop deep
The tormenting bully who thinks it's okay to abuse me and give me sorrow
The aggravating computers that do nothing but load
Lord
I don't want to live
To become depressed when a dentist tells kids to 'brush cleaner’ to shoot guns at their teeth making them bleed and say: 'You need to floss more’
The stress of waking up and riding to Hell
The stress of sleeping and crying to Hell
Tears drop
The tormenting pain of having to live another day
Only to find out a sliver of the Earth actually cares about you to my dissmay
The aching pain of speaking when spoken to, speaking when I need to but not having the courage to, speaking when I want to say no, but no one hears
Lord
I don't want to live on this planet
To see no stars that shine bright in the night only to see clouds
The bombs that go off around the world and no one seems to hear
The cries of adults who have children that can't behave when tamed
Lord
No one seems to care
About that crying child in tears
Who wants to give up their life
From a simple word
'Short’
Oh the wonders a human can do
They can see
See how nice your body is
But not your personality
How very strange that seems to me
No one seems to care
About that poor girl
Who's lying on floor whispering to herself:
'oh Lord why do you make me drown in my own pit of agony’
But can you hear her scream?
No one cares
About that boy who's being laughed at
Because he's so fragile
Doesn't anyone see
He wants to be free?
Lord
I don't want to live in this Universe
To be laughed at and cried at
To have a body that doesn't seem to fit the requirements
I don't want to be made of plastic
But isn't that fantastic?
To be make a fake
For everyone's sake
'Oh please’
They tell you
‘I've been through worst’
. . .
To have no father and a mother who's crying
Wishing her children weren't thinking of dying
To have a sibling
Who seems to be struggling
But the cuts on their wrist
Tell a different story
Lord
I don't want to exist
I am but a fragile poor girl
What did I do to deserve this pain
Oh please tell me
Then I'll do what you say
I am weak
In need of guidance
In need of intelligence
In need of love
I am retarded
I cannot think for my own
I cannot take a step without falling
I
I am
I am
I am
Nothing
I am Nothing
No one seems to notice
The girl crying on her bed
In need of attention
But afraid to seek it
Afraid that she will be hated
For asking for love
Lord
When Adam looked at Eve take a nibble from the poisonous apple
Why did he not think to care for her?
To warn her?
And why did the Devil
Do so many cruel tricks ?
Not to be tricked in return?
Why do we pray for those in need and that are falling?
When Lucifer himself fell from the sky and looked to God in fear
Why did we not pray for him?
Lord
Why can't we all be saved
From Hell on Earth?
God
Save me please
💙💙💙Mood: (9:42) Crying and fearing that I'll go to school
Mood now: I'm okay :') I'm sorry for this
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