God save me please -Poem (Warning: Long and Angst)

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Lord

I don't want to go to school

I don't want to hear the screaming cries of kids

The annoying laughs of students

The impatient teachers with mouths full of fire

Overwhelming tests and quizzes that make my grades drop deep

The tormenting bully who thinks it's okay to abuse me and give me sorrow

The aggravating computers that do nothing but load

Lord

I don't want to live

To become depressed when a dentist tells kids to 'brush cleaner’ to shoot guns at their teeth making them bleed and say: 'You need to floss more’

The stress of waking up and riding to Hell

The stress of sleeping and crying to Hell

Tears drop

The tormenting pain of having to live another day

Only to find out a sliver of the Earth actually cares about you to my dissmay

The aching pain of speaking when spoken to, speaking when I need to but not having the courage to, speaking when I want to say no, but no one hears

Lord

I don't want to live on this planet

To see no stars that shine bright in the night only to see clouds

The bombs that go off around the world and no one seems to hear

The cries of adults who have children that can't behave when tamed

Lord

No one seems to care

About that crying child in tears

Who wants to give up their life

From a simple word

'Short’

Oh the wonders a human can do

They can see

See how nice your body is

But not your personality

How very strange that seems to me

No one seems to care

About that poor girl

Who's lying on floor whispering to herself:

'oh Lord why do you make me drown in my own pit of agony’

But can you hear her scream?

No one cares

About that boy who's being laughed at

Because he's so fragile

Doesn't anyone see

He wants to be free?

Lord

I don't want to live in this Universe

To be laughed at and cried at

To have a body that doesn't seem to fit the requirements

I don't want to be made of plastic

But isn't that fantastic?

To be make a fake

For everyone's sake

'Oh please’

They tell you

‘I've been through worst’

. . .

To have no father and a mother who's crying

Wishing her children weren't thinking of dying

To have a sibling

Who seems to be struggling

But the cuts on their wrist

Tell a different story

Lord

I don't want to exist

I am but a fragile poor girl

What did I do to deserve this pain

Oh please tell me

Then I'll do what you say

I am weak

In need of guidance

In need of intelligence

In need of love

I am retarded

I cannot think for my own

I cannot take a step without falling

I

I am

I am

I am

Nothing

I am Nothing

No one seems to notice

The girl crying on her bed

In need of attention

But afraid to seek it

Afraid that she will be hated

For asking for love

Lord

When Adam looked at Eve take a nibble from the poisonous apple

Why did he not think to care for her?

To warn her?

And why did the Devil

Do so many cruel tricks ?

Not to be tricked in return?

Why do we pray for those in need and that are falling?

When Lucifer himself fell from the sky and looked to God in fear

Why did we not pray for him?

Lord

Why can't we all be saved

From Hell on Earth?

God

Save me please
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Mood: (9:42) Crying and fearing that I'll go to school

Mood now: I'm okay :') I'm sorry for this

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