What am I getting myself into?

new revelations

"James?!" I screech.

He's on the ground holding his now bleeding nose.

whoops

" what the hell Lila?"

"I felt someone behind me! I did it on reflex!"

"not that! since when are you a great street fighter?!" James asked, exasperated.

"oh what are you talking about? Melody and I were walking home from the library but we got lost" I lie smoothly.

" no I saw you in the cage, fighting all those guys" he said, not believing me.

so I did see him in there

I sigh " fine it was me, happy?"

" but why do you act like a nerd?" James demanded.

"because I like to act, I wanted to see how long it would take you to figure it out" I smirk.

He nods his head slowly." but how can you beat all those guys while barely getting hit at all?" he was obviously shocked.

" years of practice, now come on, let's get home so I can fix your nose." I say as I roll my eyes.

"okay" he says, getting up, looking deep in thought.

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we walked melody home and then we went home.

I am now cleaning up James's nose.

" stop squirming your being a wimp" I command

I dap his nose again and he flinched again

" stop dabbing it so hard" he complains.

I let out an impatient sigh," don't sneak up on me again then"

"fine " James grumbled.

I finally finished and we went to bed.

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Sunday was a lazy day, I just sat in bed watching movies the whole time.

But now today was Monday and I was walking out the door in sweats, I was lazy. 

I walk into the school and was greeted by Brittany

how wonderful I thought sarcastically.

Brittany sneered " you should really move away, no body likes you"

I rolled my eyes " I don't like you either but you don't see me complaining"

"your just a bitch, your mom hated you, and your father left you, like I said, no one likes you." everyone was listening.

that was a slap in the face

" how di-" I was cut off by her laughter.

"oh you don't know? That's priceless" she said mockingly.

"what are you talking about?" I demand.

Brittany just shook her head laughing. I pinned her against the locker.

"what are you talking about" I repeated,low and threatening.

She looked scared.  " your dad, he used to be in a gang, they are the ones who gave you the car crash and killed him."

I look at her in shock.

" No my dad was a great man who loved me"

"then why did he leave you? he didn't give much of a fight" she said, knowing she got me.

" then your mom blamed you and she hated you, you were the reason your dad was in a gang, he couldn't take the stress."

no

I didn't realize I was crying until Brittany said in a mock sympathy voice," awwe your crying, finally realize that you were never and will never be loved?"

I snapped

CRACK

Was the only sound, echoing in the hallway full of people.