What am I getting myself into?

such a cheeseball

I was blushing like crazy.

he had that teasing smirk on his face that made me even more embarrassed.

I put my face in my hands and groaned.

"we're you by chance listening the whole time?" I ask.

James chuckled, " yup and I am very happy I woke up in time"

I took my hands off my face and stared at him. 

Even though his voice was teasing, he had a ridiculous grin on his face stretching from ear to ear.  I looked into his blue eyes and saw that they were practically gleaming with happiness.  I couldn't help but grin back at him.

But my grin faded and turned into a worried and angry frown when I remembered where we were.

"are you okay? are you in a lot of pain? should I call a nurse? are you mentally insane? are you retarded?! YOU DUMBASS! why would you freaking take my bullet? You could have died and that wouldn't have saved me at all that would have destroyed me! do you know how worried you ha- what are you doing?"

James was looking at me with a mixture of sadness, anger, determination, and something I couldn't decipher but his eyes held no regret.

He slowly started to get up even though it was probably painful.

"stop lay back down your going to hurt yourself" I demand but he ignors me and finally sits up so he is at eye level with me.

James states at me with soft yet hard eyes, " listen to me.  I'm sorry that I made you worry.

  I'm sorry I made everyone worry but I wasn't going to let you die. I know that your dad stepped in the way but I wasn't going to let him get shot because you thought you lost him once and it killed you. 

You may feel like you hate him now but you don't.  You still love him and if he was the one who got shot, what if he died? you would feel broken all over again.  I don't regret what I did, I would take a million bullets if it meant you lived.-"

by now he put his hands on either side of my face and lent his forehead against mine.

I can feel his breath on my face and his touch sent tringles through my body. 

I closed my eyes and the sensation.

"- you make me feel like no one else ever has and if you died, I would've died as well. 

When I see you, I feel happy.  When your not with me, I wonder what your doing, how you are, if your okay, my thoughts go on forever and it drives me crazy until I'm able to see you again. 

Your voice, your smile, your laugh, sarcasm, your sass, your smart Ass remarks, your everything brings a smile to my face.  And knowing that even if I die your still alive and breathing, I know everything will be okay." he finished.

I have tears in my eyes when I open them and look at him. 

"no mister cheese ball it won't be okay!  If you died I would never forgive myself, I'd be miserable and lonely and I care about you too much to let you die.  Id probably beat up the doctor for letting you die.  Oh that reminds me, I beat the living shit out of Rick, dad had to pull me off him before I ended up killing him, he would've deserved it" I chuckle darkly.

James was gazing at me with a glazed over look and a strong emotion in his eyes.

" God I love you" he muttered before crashing his lips to mine.

I sat frozen, he loves me? as soon as what he said reaches my brain, I wrap my arms tightly around his neck and kiss him back passionately.

I love him I thought as he pulls me closer.

I bite his lip and he groans, then he licks my bottom lip asking for entrance but I decide to tease him and deny him.

James makes a noise of impatience and frustration and bites my bottom lip roughly.  I gasp in pain and he quickly takes advantage of this and slides his tongue into my mouth.

We fight for dominance for a while until he wins. then he pulls back and we try to regain our breath. 

He smiles goofily at me and my expression matches his and just as I open my mouth to to tell him I love him, somebody clears their throat.

I whip around to see my dad, my friends, the doctor and the whole Peters family standing by the wall watching us with amused and happy smiles.

"well that was quite the show"

I groaned.

------------------a/n

sorry everyone! I haven't  been updating lately, I've just been busy.

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