Tythan (Little blue boy)

The worst feeling in the world

Ethan's POV:

Wh-where am I? What's going on? Everything was foggy. I thought that maybe I was dead. But then my eyes revealed a room. A hospital room "Wh-what?" Why was I alive? Why didn't it work. I looked around the room and tried to move but my whole body was in pain. Especially my arm. There was a long rubber tube around my nose, feeding my oxygen and an IV in my arm. Then I realized something. I realized I had died and went to hell. *Knock knock* Then door opened to reveal a tall doctor with a small beard. "Morning Mr. Nestor! How are you feeling?" I tried to speak but my mouth was as dry at the desert and my mouth burned like acid. "Where am I?" I coughed. "You're I a hospital. Do you remember anything from a few days ago?" I didn't to be honest.But I slowly started to remember little bits and pieces. I immediately felt scared. "How did I get here?" I mumbled in pain. "One of your friends found you and called an ambulance. You're very lucky to be alive and to have such an amazing friend!" The doctor spoke with such enthusiasm as if I didn't try to kill myself. "I guess you could call it luck." I mumbled under my breath, but I'm pretty sure he heard me. 

He took a seat next to me and sat with his clip board in hand. "I'm Dr. Jarrett. I just want to talk to you about your mental state." I didn't want to talk to this stranger about my issues. I don't want him to get paid off of my problems. He noticed my silence. "You don't have to speak but...Your friend Tyler I think his name is? He has been staying here every night waiting for you to wake up and be stable enough to be seen." To be honest, I looked like shit. My blue hair looked faded broke the lack of a shower. I looked like a raccoon with the bags I had under my eyes. I was more pail then usual. I just flat out looked like I was dying, and I guess in a way...I was. "Do you want to see your friends?" I nodded without a word. "Okay I'll go get the your nurse, and let her know to bring them." As Dr. Jarrett opened the door, he turned and looked at me. "Stay strong Mr. Nestor." Then he flashed a kind smile and closed the door. I hated it when people said that to me. "Stay strong."  That's something you say to a cancer patient or something.

Not someone who is suicidal. It just makes me feel more weak then I already am. It took a while for anyone to show up, so I started to doze off. I felt myself falling asleep, until I heard the door click open. I kept my eyes closed. I was too scared to see them. I was too scared him. I was scared of everything at this moment. When I opened my eyes again I saw their faces. Mark looked tired and scruffier then usual. The look in his eyes killed me. Thoughts big brown teary eyes about to burst. But Tyler. Tyler looked like he hadn't slept in days. His hair was all messy and tangled, he looked like he had been wearing thoughts clothes for a dew days as well. He was scruffy and tired. They both approached the bed at a quick pace. Then Tyler knelt on the floor and held my hand in his. "I'm here...I'm here Ethan..." Tyler started to cry. I had never seen him cry before. He took a hold of my face and whispered. "Don't leave me...please...please I can't lose you." I was so tired and thirsty that I couldn't speak properly. "I...I'm sorry Tyler...I'm sorry Mark..." I started to cry like a baby, which reminded me of that night. Mark stood behind Tyler and put his hand on my head and smiled with tears in his eyes. "Don't apologize for how you feel." I didn't even know how I felt. I felt blurry and and painful.

They both stayed with me for a couple of hours. "I'll be back, I got to go to the bathroom." Mark said with a goofy face. "Don't fall in!" I exclaimed, trying to lighten the mood a little bit. Mark gave me a soft smile. "Even at your worst...you're still the best." He then closed the door behind him. Now...now it was just me...and Tyler. He looked around the room with his light hazel eyes. Even with the deep bags under his eyes, he still had the most beautiful ones. His eyes soon set on me and smiled. I felt my face heat up. "Oh my god. I'm literally sitting in a hospital bed and I still can't handle how cute he is." I thought to myself. He looked like he was about to speak, but we both heard the door click open. We thought it was going to be Mark, but instead it was the nurse. "Oh hey Kat!" Tyler smiled. The small blue haired nurse smiled really big. "Hey Ty! How's the reunion going?" They know each other? How do they know each other? "Hey Ethan. How are you feeling?" I had no idea who this person was. I'm not going to tell her my life story. "I-I'm okay." She gave me a look that said I don't believe you. I knew she didn't believe me but I didn't give a shit. "Come on, I know exactly how you're feeling." How could she know? We have never spoken before now. "Then what am I feeling?" I said in disbelief. "well, judging by that hair of yours, I can think you're feeling pretty blue." Oh my god...did this nurse seriously just make a pun? I couldn't help but laugh. "And how about you Ty? How are you feeling?"

"I'm feeling better knowing that...Ethan is safe." I blushed again. "Awwww! Well aren't you just a sweetheart!" She ruffled his hair and giggled. She then looked at her hand in dramatic disgust. "But you do need a shower though." They both laugh while I sat confused. "Excuse me, I'm sorry to interrupt this but, how do you guys know each other?" Both of them looked at each other as if the other one was stupid. "Oh I see how it is Tyler. You don't love me anymore is it!?" Tyler started to laugh uncontrollably as Kat ranted obnoxiously. I laughed at how rediculious they were both being. But then I started to think. "Is she like...his girlfriend or something?" I began to feel a little jealous. "What was I thinking? There's to way he'd be into me anyway." They both calmed down a little, then Tyler spoke. "This is Kat, she's a nurse here. The first day that we got here she was really nice to us and even hung out with me even when her shift was up!" Kat laughed, "Oh stop." She acted all flattered and puts her hand on the side of her face. I guess they have something...and we don't...