TRUST ISSUES

~Special Girl~

Day 8

  'Wrist so icy, wonder why she like me, bitch I'm drowning 

In water,I just bought a Cuban, dipped it in a fountain 

Every where that I go it's a light show, I'm surrounded 

Bust down, bust down, bust down, bust down, bust down, bitch I'm drowning '

I lay down on my bed, sanking into my thoughts with the music, Drowning - A Boogie ft Kodak Black. With two headphones in my ear and my volume all the way up, i didn't hear my dad calling me until Mal came in my room. "Daddy is calling you and he says its important. I think you in trouble," She smirked at me. 

Ugh. I hate having a little sister sometimes.

When I went into the living room, my Mom, Dad and Kathy was sitting on the couches. Quan was walking around, pretending like he was doing something when really he was trying to be noisy.

"Yes" i said. 

"Sit down", my dad say firmly while Kathy did a little giggle. I should expose her ugly ass laughing at me when she be sneaking to go to some boy house at night. But i kept quiet. 

"Your mom told me something about you that didn't make me smile. Instead made me question you and this family." He says, pausing. "Now you know I'm big on the 'No Boys' rule. So i don't know what makes you think that -- You know what. Let me ask you a simple question. Why do we send you to school?"

I didn't know whether to answer  or not but i did anyways. 

"To learn and get an education". I said.

"Well apparently, to you it seems like you just go to school to act like a hoe" Kathy said. 

"Shut up, Kathy. You're not helping at all." Mom said, glancing at her with fierce eyes.

"Now that i know this information, do you think this makes me happy?" My dad says.

"To be honest, you wasn't suppose to know anyways. I was under stress and stupidly, i did what i did. I share it mom, thinking she'll be a friend than a mother right now but all i see now that she just ran her mouth. You guys don't understand what I'm going through so you can't judge me on the things that i do. I'm 16 now. I do what the hell I want to  --"

"YOUNG LADY, DO NOT CURSE AT ME OR I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL SLAM YOUR HEAD AGAINST THIS WALL!" My dad yelled as I was interrupted. "I was trying to be nice and try to understand why the fuck you know i send you to school to be something in your life but instead your being a hoe!" 

"Give me your phone" My mom said. She said it again when she saw i was hesitating to give it to her. "And your grounded".

I stood up, giving them my phone. "I hate both of you guys", i said coldly.

 I walked out the door and went somewhere where i didn't have to be by them. I went to my favorite coffee place, Starbucks. As I enter in, I saw Martha there. She went to my school and as soon as we made eye contact she called me over. "How do you know my name?" I said as I walked towards her table. 

"Heard you from the Rumors". 

Great. Just what I need. A reminder that people are still talking about it😔

"What? So you're just another one ganging up on me about what i did even if you don't know me?" I question, already starting to get pissed. 

"No, i actually want to be your friend. I feel bad that you have to go through this but I also want to talk to you about Ruby. I know you probably not going to forgive him but give him a second chance. He's begging for you, gurl. He want you back and i should know because this lil boy be coming to me all the time talking about find a way to get her to talk to me and blah blah blah and trust me its get annoying but i realized you must be one special girl because all his other bitches, he barely brought them up. Just literally says i fucked her and broke up with her. So I'm surprised he's actually talking about a girl that he wants to keep relationship with. You don't have to but all I'm saying is please at least give him a 2nd chance. That's all he's asking for." And just like that she gets up and leave. 

I hurried up to catch up with her. "Wait. Can i get your phone number?"