TRUST ISSUES

~Love💌~

Day 29- Sunday

"Wake up Nikki"

"Nikki"

"Nikki !"

Sh'nay was tryna wake me up for who-knows-what.

"Huh what?!" I answered, annoyed at her. She woke me up from a good dream.

"Get up and get ready."

"For what?"

"Its the Lord day so we gotta go and praise him."

"Omg y'all actually go to church?" I said groaning and rolling around in the bed.

"Yes now get yo butt up".

*

20 mins later, I had taken a shower and clothes on. I was wearing this flower dress that didn't show cleveage. And I double check to see if my curves & hips was noticeable. Sh'nay was wearing a long pink skirt and a black top and flats. Mr. Heart was wearing a blue button down shirt with black pants and church shoes while Mrs. Heart wore a white dress that exposed her round big ass and black heels.

It was a 10 mins drive there to their church and before you knew it, we were there. It was so loud that you could hear the pastor praying outside. When we got in everybody turn their heads and watch us as we search for some seats. Mr. & Mrs. Heart sat by the other grownups while Sh'nay and I sat by some kids I don't even know.

The whole time I was there. I didn't know what to do. I mean yea..church is where you pray and sing but my parents never went to church so I'm not use to all this. But when church ended I was relieved.

"What a good service we had today. Right Sh'nay?"
"Right." Sh'nay answered dryly to her mother.

*

At dinner that evening, Mrs.Heart were asking a lot of personal questions.

"So Nikki. Where were you from?" Mrs.Heart asked.

"Umm..I was born in Chicago and came here this year."

"Do you have siblings?"

"Yes. I have one older & little sister and brother."

"Ages and Names?"

"Okay mom can you stop asking about her life. Goshh this is why I never bring no body here. You like to know everything" Sh'nay snapped at her mom, grabbing me and getting up from the table.

Once we got in her room, we sat on her bed.

"I'm so sorry" Sh'nay apologized.

"You know you didn't have to do that right? It wasn't that serious anyways."

"I know but I just hate when she does that. Always want to be in people business and make them feel bad about themselves".

"Anyways..."

"You going to school tomorrow?"

"Unfortunately."

"Just ignore Martha. She have nothing better to do but make people feel like shit."

"You mean steal other girls man cause she not making me feel like shit"

"Haha...right."

"You're not gonna to go down and say sorry to your mom?"

"For what? She's the one who should be apologizing."

"Do you guys get into 'fights' like this?"

"Plenty of times. And all the times I say sorry. She never says sorry. So I'm not saying sorry either."

I sat there for a minute and thought about my parents. I kinda miss them. I wonder if they still love me. 

Hopefully they do.