TRUST ISSUES

~The Reason Why~

Friday Night

I grabbed my phone on the side of the bed to check the time, I had just woken up from a nap. It was 8:05 pm. The party started at 9:30. I heard a car pulling in my driveway. I checked outside and saw a black Nissan. "Oh shit!" I hurried up to my parents room, went in their closet, and put my phone back in my mom's empty shoe's box. I ran all the way back to my room, & went under the covers, pretending to be asleep. My bedroom door had open and I heard footsteps quietly moving towards me. When I heard the doors closed, I peeked from under the covers and saw whoever was there was gone. I got up from my bed and went through my closet to find my off the shoulder blue dress & black sandals. I pull my hair up in a ponytail and patiently waited for my parents to go to sleep. Kathy was barely home, most of the times spending nights at her boyfriend's house. Quan is out probably smoking with his friends. And Mal had to be in bed by 9 o'clock since she was only 11 years old.

9:15 pm
They were finally asleep. So I snuck out the window. And since Martha lived closed to me, it didn't take long for me to arrive there.

20 mins later 

I started getting drunk. I was acting crazy & saying crazy things. I felt like I had to throw up. There was a hall full of doors and I had to open each one to check if it was the bathroom. When I got to the last door at the end of the hall, It was the bathroom. As soon as I open the light, I saw a bitch giving head to another dude. "So sorry", I said, hurrying up to close the door. Until that bitch turned her face towards me. And I literally lash the fuck out. "YOU NASTY ASS BITCH! THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH MY MAN? THIS IS THE REASON WHY YOU BEEN ACTING STANK LATELY CAUSE YOU WERE IN NEED OF SOME DICK, HOE?!" I reached in and grabbed her by the fucking hair, and dragged her instantly. I started going at it. Started punching that bitch. By the time Ruby had pull me off of her, she had a busted mouth and her nose was bleeding.  "What the hell is wrong with you?", Ruby had a tight grip around my body but then let go of me. 
"What the hell is wrong with me?  WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! You know what? I don't got time for a cheating bastard like you. I'm done. We're done. ITS OVER! Don't call my phone. Don't text me, don't look at me, don't come my way, don't talk to me, don't try apologizing because I'm not going to accept it. YOU CAN CONTINUE FUCKING THAT TWO-FACED BITCH!" And just like that I walked out of her house. I had to stop on the middle of her grass because I really needed to throw up. So I did it right there. "Oops." I look down at her beautiful grass that was now ruined by my mess but I didn't care. I was so pissed. This was the worst night ever and to think that bastard wasn't going to do another stupid shit, I was obviously wrong. 

When I arrived home, I took off my dress and headed towards the bathroom. I turn on the water and let it fill up the tube.