I'm confined
And I like it.
But it hurts
And I like it.
I'm confined
In my mind.
The world spins on
But I'm lying apart
Absent is my humanity
Gone are my feelings
And I'm confined
Within my mind
And it hurts.
And I fucking love it.
Does it make it wrong
That I'm not scared
Or I don't care
Cause I just can't
Absent is my humanity
Gone are my feelings.
And I don't care.
I spend my days in my mind
Drawing patterns on blank walls
Drawing patterns in my mind
Confined.
But sooner or later
It's gonna get out
All these goddamn feelings
All this goddamn humanity
Just another big bang.
Big enough to hurt
But not enough to kill
I hope.
Afterward I'll lay
Drawing patterns on blank walls
Drawing patterns in my mind
Tired of emptiness
But content with sadness
And rejecting happiness.
And then I won't be anymore.
Signed, .
