// i am PRESSED. i mean come on. third place behind david? yeah... something ain't right... but normani freaking slayed the show the entire season and was by far the best in my eyes. also this deals with some religious themes, so if that's not your thing, please don't scream at me. just don't read it if it makes you upset. ps i see the girls preform this saturday and i'm mentally preparing myself! //
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(Regular - you)
(Bold - Lauren)
[ June 16 ]
[9:30 pm]: Hey
[9:31 pm]: um... do I know you?
[9:31 pm]: idk but probably not. My name's y/n
[9:31 pm]: doesn't ring a bell. Sorry
[9:32 pm]: actually that's perfect. I mean... do you mind if I talk to you
[9:32 pm]: um... I guess not. I don't really have anything else to do atm
[9:32 pm]: okay. That's good.
[9:33 pm]: ... what is it you want to talk about
[9:34 pm]: I'm just a little nervous sorry
[9:34 pm]: hey it's good. We don't know each other so it really doesn't matter all that much
[9:35 pm]: okay um... I don't know if this is overstepping but do you mind telling me how old you are
[9:35 pm]: 18 why?
[9:35 pm]: because I'm 17 and I kinda want to talk to someone who is my age
[9:35 pm]: don't you have friends for that?
[9:35 pm] that's the problem. I don't really have anyone to talk to and I thought if I just went on a random profile that looked decent and dm'ed that person then maybe they would talk to me. So do you mind me talking to you for a little bit
[9:36 pm]: ugh reading
[9:36 pm]: stop being an ass
[9:36 pm]: okay pls continue
[9:37 pm]: okay so I go to catholic boarding school and the rules are like... crazy strict
[9:37 pm]: sounds like a fucking blast
[9:37 pm]: Ikr! Well back to the whole "friends" thing. That's where it starts. I can't talk to them because they're all holy water, bible, and Jesus is the answer
[9:37 pm]: ahh... and you're not about that
[9:38 pm]: not as deep as they are but I love them with all my heart. That's just not me. Their normally very understanding but they won't be about this
[9:38 pm]: about what?
[9:39 pm]: I kinda have this thing
[9:39 pm]: elaborate
[9:40 pm]: I've never even said this aloud. It's kinda just a thought
[9:40 pm]: what ever it is I'm not here to judge
[9:41 pm]: you sound like them right before they judge me. But I just don't think I can admit it yet. I just need someone to talk it out with
[9:41 pm]: look y/n I'm pretty sure once you get this off your chest you'll feel ten times better
[9:42 pm]: you sure?
[9:42 pm]: I wanna say yes but I really don't know how you handle things so I'll just say I have hope
