// guess who's back hoes? i missed writing so much. i'm sorry if this is not living up to your expectations because i've been feeling really down lately. that's a shitty excuse but whatever. //
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(Regular - you)
(Bold - Lauren)
(Italic - Ally)
((!) - not sent)
[ June 16 ]
the person you are trying to reach has been disconnected
(!) [4:36 pm]: y/n?
(!) [4:36 pm]: shit
[Later]
[5:03 pm]: hey is this ally?
[5:10 pm]: um that depends on who this is
[5:11 pm]: oh yeah i probably should have mentioned that but i'm Lauren i don't know if y/n told you about me or not but we were good friends and she kinda just disappeared like an hour ago and all it said was that she was disconnected. i found you off of one of her tweets and decided to take a shot in the dark
[5:12 pm]: yes she's told me about you. i think she mentioned coming out to you too but i can't really remember because she was talking so fast
[5:12 pm]: is she still with you?
[5:13 pm]: no she left a while ago but i just got off the phone with her not too long ago. has she talked to you since?
[5:13 pm]: no i haven't heard from her. she told me that you told her the school knows about her now and then it was like something cut us off.
[5:14 pm]: but it's just rumors you know? people talk and it doesn't have to mean it's true
[5:14 pm]: yeah but it's different for y/n. she has really bad anxiety and she worries about things so bad to the point they make her sick.
[5:14 pm]: she never told you about that?
[5:15 pm]: no she didn't. i kinda figured that though because she would always worry about the little things so much and i'd always have to convince her otherwise
[5:16 pm]: yeah that sounds like her. she's always been that way and she doesn't really like telling people because she worries they'll judge her. basically her anxiety makes her anxious about telling people about her anxiety which in return makes her anxious about people disliking her because she's always asking questions and apologizing for things she can't help. if that makes since.
[5:17 pm]: yeah it does. i didn't take it personally because i understand why she was reluctant to
[5:17 pm]: but have you seen her around since you heard from her?
[5:18 pm]: no i haven't but i'm going to ask around now since it isn't like her to just disappear
[5:19 pm]: you say that her phone has been disconnected?
[5:19 pm]: yeah that's what it said and it was so sudden so i know she didn't do it
[5:20 pm]: okay i'm headed out now so i'll let you know as soon as i hear something
