You're still the one

Chapter 9: Could it be you?

Asuna blushed and grabbed his hand, "W-what are you doing!?" He smiled at her brightly and said, "I really thought about things today Asuna, and I've come to the conclusion that I need something to tell you."
To be continued.

Rin's p.o.v.
Asuna looked so pretty standing there in the park. Her caramel hair flowing down. I was so tempted to touch it. I had to gently caress it, but she grabbed my hand and said, "W-what are you doing!?" I smiled as I noticed her cute blushing face. I really do wonder why I followed her all this way to tell her about what I was thinking all day. You see I really did deeply think about what exactly Asuna was to me. Sure I maybe a player and all that but still. Her voice always sounded so sweet, it felt like I could hear her talking for hours. Her hair was so soft, I always wanted to touch it. And unlike other girls, I want her to remain mine. I wanted her full attention on me. I acted like I didn't care about Brandon but the truth was, seeing her smile and blush from him made me really annoyed. I had never felt anything like this before. Even other girls didn't compare to her. It was such a strange thought and feeling. Anything other girls did I compared to how Asuna would do it. Or even their bodies and reactions. I always compared them to her. Even their smiles were nothing like hers. She was someone different. Like she was the only one to have these special perks over the other girls. I think I had heard of this situation a few times in the shoujo manga's Mira told me about. If I was correct this feeling was called 'love'. I obviously didn't know anything about the pure feeling of love. Like that one where the person could be the worst person ever yet, you still love them. I only really knew about the lust kind of love. The one where both people want each other and just love the sex and body of the other person. This was so confusing. What kind of feeling was this? Was it love for lust of each other? Or was it the kind where no matter what, till the end you love the other? What if it wasn't love at all, and it was just me still going after what I hoped we could have? Asuna then brought me out of my thoughts and said, "Well I'm waiting." I kissed Asuna's forehead gently and caressed her cheek. It was so warm from the heat she was feeling. I told her what was on my mind, "Asuna senpai, I think maybe, I'm in love with you." She looked flustered and froze in place before responding, "Y-you liar! I-it's not nice to t-tease girls with such a serious word!" She was right. I did use a much big word, and for feelings I wasn't even sure if I had. I don't blame her for her reaction to be honest. I mean, I myself know, I'm not deserving of someone like her. Sure I may not be the best at relationships but even I could tell, Asuna was the type of girl who deserved someone committed to her. Someone who could treat her special. Something I knew, I was incapable of doing. Most of my life I had spent chasing after girls I couldn't have and then throwing them aside once I fucked them. But this time, it was different. I didn't want to just throw her a side and move on. Strange feeling. I wanted to date her. I've dated so many girls and guys but, I never really took them seriously, so normally they always left me because, they either found out I was cheating, or didn't think I paid attention to them. Just once I wanted a real relationship or at least I wanted to know what it was like. Maybe Asuna was the one who could give me that experience. I pouted at Asuna and said, "Senpai, you're really hurting my feelings. How could you just assume I'm lying?" She looked at the ground and said in a barely audible voice, "I-if you're telling the truth...you're going to have to p-prove it...." Ah so cute! I want to touch her really badly. I smirked and said, "Then let me prove it to you Asuna senpai~" I tilted her chin up towards me and gently kissed her. That one kiss seemed to really get her frustrated. I whispered in her ear, "So senpai, is your house still empty?~" she was very truthful and nodded. This was the only way I'd find out what exactly Asuna senpai was to me because, there was a difference I knew. Something others might not believe me on but, there's a such a thing as empty sex, where the sex is about as empty from emotions as the two people for each other. Sex based on pleasure or sex just because that's what both people want. But then there's passionate sex. One where both people feel so strongly for each other, it's something indescribable. This was the only way, for the both of us to find out what we really felt for each other...
To be continued.