this song is amazing ❤️
I'm thinking abt writing a new fanfic btw 😂Ik I write a diff fan fic every week lol. I'm not sure when to start writing it tho. I wanna get this one done first tho bc ik I'll just forget abt it so Yh. Comment ur thoughts 🙃
I found myself running towards the woods when I remembered about the cabin that Jacob told me about. No one would find me here for sure, right? Well that's what I thought when I got there.
I slowly walked inside, closing the door steadily behind me so I wouldn't make a noise. Until, I heard a voice and I flinched. "H-hello?" I asked worriedly. I looked to both of the sides of me and I didn't see anyone but I felt as if something's have been moved. Probably Jacob when he was in his moods. I decided to check upstairs. Creeping up the steps, I heard something creek to the side of me. I jumped and ran up.
I turned around to reveal an emotionless Jacob. I let out a massive sigh and felt my heart beating quickly. "Why are you here?" I asked which was pretty stupid because he has every right to be here. He stood still, not taking his eyes off me.
"I'm allowed to be here aren't I?" He asked still with no emotion. What's gotten into him?
"I- I didn't mean it like that," I looked down.
"Just like you didn't mean to delete your account on Whisper and delete our conversation?" He asked stepping closer to me. He continued walking towards me until his face was centimetres away from mine.
"You-you don't know the full story." I said, my voice shaky. How can he do this to me? Make me feel so vulnerable and intimidated.
"Full story? Just shut up," he said harshly adding a laugh at the end.
"Please just listen to it! I promise there's a full story." I look at him for permission to tell him.
"Fine," he lets out a huff. He steps away from me and crosses his arms.
"Well if you remember when it happened, it was 4 days after you told me about your dad, so I guess I didn't know how to text you after that because of my dad. I felt so sorry for you and I didn't know what to do. It was in the morning when I went out to meet up with one of my old friends who I hadn't seen in awhile so I decided not to bring my phone because I wanted to spend all of the time I had with her and not my phone. I remember coming back in the evening around 6. I ran upstairs and checked my phone to tell you about my day because I finally had a reason to speak to you. But, when I walked to my desk, my phone was gone. I literally nearly had a panic attack until my dad shouted my name telling me to go downstairs so I did. He looked pretty mad and I felt really scared at that point judging by what he could do. He told me to sat down and that's when I really got worked up. I nearly started shaking. He brought my phone out from his pocket and he ordered me to put my password in. I-I put it in while my hand was shaking like mad and he snatched it off me. I sat there scared out of my mind what he was going to do. I didn't want him reading my personal stuff and I certainly didn't want him on my snapchat either. But then my eyes nearly fell out of their sockets when I remembered you. I tried to grab my phone but he dodged me and slapped my hand away. I knew he had got on the convo between us because I saw him scrolling up and down with his index finger, reading carefully what we said to each other. His eyes got wider and I knew that was when we talked about personally stuff. I sat there for god knows how long until he gave me back my phone. I checked it quickly and realised he deleted loads of my apps including Whisper. I nearly started crying I was so mad. Even my mum would be pissed off with what he did. I yelled at him asking why he did it and he answered back saying I shouldn't be talking to strangers and telling them personal info about me. I ran up to my room and legit cried that whole night. I downloaded all the apps again and logged back in but in Whisper if you delete the app your account gets deleted so I could never talk to you again."
Jacob stayed silent for the whole thing and opened his mouth at the end but didn't say anything. Instead, he cupped my face and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. I smiled in between the kiss and put my hands on his neck. I'd explain the butterflies and rainbows I was feeling inside, but I won't because you get the idea. He'd never kissed me like this before though. This was our first proper kiss and it was better than what I was expecting.
"I'm sorry about everything." He whispered while our foreheads touched. "I never knew and I feel horrible now for what I did to you." I smiled at him.
"I should've brought my phone to the mall, instead I left it and it's all my fault." I shake my head but Jacob keeps his hands firm on my cheeks.
"Hey, it's okay now, you couldn't have done anything about it. I'm just glad you told me the whole story. Thank you," he kisses my forehead and hugs me.
"I-I love you, Jacob." I confess looking up at his glimmering eyes.
"I love you too, North."
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Authors note
I suck at updating I'm sowwy :(
I've just got back from Barbados and I'm so sad I loved it there!
I legit worked on this chapter all day ahahaha so srry if it sucks
I'm also thinking about writing a NEW fanfic! I decided to delete the 13rw based fanfic bc it'd take up my time and I'd probs get hardly any views on it so yano <3
Anyway luv yaaa
Enya xoxo
