I met the LOML of my life yesterday and I couldn't be happier ❤️
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~skip to Saturday~ Its finally the weekend! Yay!
The past week flew by. I've gotten used to my surroundings and everyone here including he teachers. They all love me! I've made more friends and I couldn't be happier. Except for one tiny thing that's bugging me. Jacob. Ever since the incident with him in chemistry, I've been watching my back. I haven't told Miley or Tori about it. I don't know why, I just feel it's best if I don't.
Me and Peyton have been talking loads now. He's not the shy guy that Tori and Miley said about, he's so outgoing and really nice. The thing is though, whenever we go on walks, it makes me feel as if we're becoming better friends rather than becoming more. I just don't feel a spark or anything. I just feel like me and him are going to be best friends. I don't really know how to explain it.
Anyway, Tori, Miley and I are gonna go out and buy Chinese food. It's only about a 10 minute walk so we're going out around 6pm. I've been in bed all day and I don't regret it. "Get up ya lazy shit!" Tori yells coming into the room. "Erghhhh," I groan getting up. "I'll go take a shower then we can go to Chinese," I say grabbing my towel and leaving the room.
I hop in the shower and let the warm water run down my body. I decide to wash my body but no my hair because I can't be bothered to style it afterwards.
When I'm done I go back in the room to see Tori and Miley whispering to each other on the bed. I try and act as if I didn't see them because they immediately go back on their phones.
I choose an outfit and slip it on.
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"We ready to go?" Miley smiles. "Yeah come on," me and Tori say in excitement.
~after Chinese~ On the way back we see some boys messing around in the little alleyways. We ignore it and continue back to the house. I see hear footsteps close to me so I stop. "Psss come here!" I hear a boys voice. "Guys I'm gonna phone my mum now, I'll come back to the house later." They both shrug and walk off.
I'm next to the science building and I look around. "Come down the steps!" I hear the voice again. I go down the stairs that leads to an empty space. I look around and go behind the stairs when I see a figure. "Peyton I know it's you," I sigh with relief. The figure comes fast at me and grabs me. "What the fuck!" I shout. The guy covers my mouth and pushes me to the wall.
"Shhh it's only me," the guy uncovers his face and I realise it's Jacob. My eyes go wide.
"What do you want?!" I whisper.
"Baby girl it's not what I want, it's what you want." I shake my head in confusion.
"What's that supposed to mean?" I ask annoyed.
"Jesus I'm literally just saying that you want me." He says rolling his eyes.
"I wouldn't want you in a billion years!" I spit.
"Feisty you are," he adds with a wink.
"What do you want?" I ask again.
"I want you baby," he comes close and whispers in my ear. I can feel his hot breath against my neck making me nervous. He presses his lips against my neck and starts sucking slowly making me moan. (Remember Jacob is 15 in this and so is everyone else) He continues doing it for 10 seconds when I realise what is actually happening. I quickly push him away.
"You're so sick trying to take advantage of me," I say feeling violated.
"You have to admit you wanted that," Jacob says putting his hands in his pocket.
"Ergh why are you even like this?!?" I throw my hands in the air. He stops slouching and gains a posture. His eyes are wide. He begins to put his arm up as if he wants to punch me but he puts it back down sighing. I guess he'd never hurt a girl.
"Don't you dare ever say that again!" He whispers which makes me even more scared. "You don't know anything about me, nothing." He huffs out as if he's just been on a run. I stand still, not knowing what to do or what to say. He looks me in the eyes and I see a tear roll down his cheek. I finally saw it. I saw Jacob Sartorius. The side which he never shows. I see his emotions. I saw the fear and sadness in his face and I can't help but let a tear roll down my cheek. I saw the real him. --------------------------- Authors note Oooo Jacob has emotions?!? Don't worry, it'll soon be explained in the next few chapters ;)
Anyway, hope you guys had a gd day and I had a brilliant day yesterday meeting Jacob, Blake and Sanni❤️
