My Boy Bestfriend

Part2

My mother came in my room after I came in the house, slammed the front door and saw me start scribbling words in my diary I just told her everything that happened, she thought it was funny... "Darling I hate to say I told you so! But... I told you so!"

"Yes mother you did" I replied with tears streaming down my face. I can't believe she thinks that was funny!

What I wrote in my Diary:

Dear Diary, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. My best friend kisses me THE BOY I REEEAALLLY LIKE!!!And I go ruin everything by storming out of his house- life over :'(

It was 9:30 at night, my mother likes me in bed early because apparently otherwise I would stay up all night on my phone texting people. Who's is probably true.

'The next morning 8:30 - Monday'

Wow... After what happened last night I don't know what to say to josh... I walk to school with him! What will happen? I might just ask if I can walk with jenny so I can tell her everything.

'Walking to school- explaining to Jenny'

"And then he fell on me and kissed me. I didn't know what to do or say so I said 'I have to go' and left, so many emotions Jen!!"

Jenny couldn't believe it. She thought I was insane for leaving! "Amanda what the hell?!! Way to make it awkward!!" We laugh until we get to school and see josh literally staring right at us...

"Hey Josh" I said nervously, jenny left. "Hi Amanda are you ok? I got worried about you!" His beautiful brown eyes looking right into mine I was going to reply until the 'popular crew' ( I like to call them compete idiots ) come over "josh is that your girl friend?! HAHAHA" he then replies " kinda. Sort of... I don't know. That makes me even more uncomfortable and it's kind of cringe worthy...

-period 1 English-

Teacher: Class, today were learning about William Shakespere, we will be watching a DVD so please get a pencil and take notes.

And guess who forgot her pencil? Oh yeah, me. I ask josh for a pencil... He has one with 'I *loveheart* jenny in it... What the hell?

The day goes by quite fast! I go to give josh his pencil back at the end of the day, I talk to Dan one of my close friends as my heart stops and my jaw drops. JENNY&JOSH TOGETHER. Me and Dan walk over "josh your pencil" he smiles and says bye. Jenny wanted to talk to me in private and pushes me to the corner of the classroom where no one is around... She says words I never expected her to say "josh and I are dating" my. Life. Ended. I just said ''great''. I walked out and maybe cried until yes, I literally walk straight into Josh WHAT ELSE CAN GO WRONG WITH TODAY!

-walking home-

I decided to walk alone so I could cry, listen to music of course yes... A sad song. I finally get home with aching feet and worn out shoe grips. I went up to my room and locked my self in. Thank god I was home alone for two whole days as my mother was on a business trip. I couldn't think of anything else to do apart from rive through under my bed to get my diary, my hidden diary that will be a secret till the day I die, which I wish was now! I'm crying that hard it physically hurts. I thought the story of today in my diary deserved a title. "BEST FRIEND BETRAYAL" and I already thought of tomorrow title "sweet, sweet revenge"