My Boy Bestfriend

Part 12

The next morning was different, Ruby wasn't crying she was fast asleep, unlike me. I was up, got dressed and straight to the gym! I dropped Ruby off at Jenny's for the day because well I'm gaining back her trust, I want to be happy where I am.

-at the gym-

"Amanda?" I heard a small voice say, I looked around to see all my school friends and classmates and of course they were still all highly annoying! "Amanda how are you?" My friend Sydney asked me, what do I say infront of everyone? That things are just great, just f*cking perfect.. Because that's lying, "just tiring you know, being a mother and trying to keep healthy, buy food and baby clothes it's all a shock but I will eventually get there" everyone looked at each other. Sydney gave me a hug before she walked away with her other friends. I'm glad there gone actually, being alone is sometimes that perfect freedom. But you know, not for me I completely forgot about exams for school! I caught up with Sydney and she said exams are all today. So much for revising days!

-walking to school-

"Sydney I'm scared" I said whilst walking into the school gates with everyone looking at me and whispering. I put my head down and just ran in. "Amanda!" Sydney shouted as I left her walking behind me. "Sorry!" I said, she looked at me "it's fine" she said with an attitude.

-in exams-

I'm writing a sentence on my English paper, everything is silent. I pop my head up for a split second and everyone stares at me. I felt pressured! I hated it!

Anyways, to make matters worse Josh and Dan stumble in looking either drunk or in an extremely good lightened mood. I was disgusted.

-at home-

I left the exam, i couldn't take it all! All the students in younger year groups "you got pushed off a bus then had a baby" I screamed in some peoples faces and got kicked out the school. That's it, im done. I don't care anymore.