My Boy Bestfriend

Part 4

After I ran out his house I ran to the bus stop where I see Dan fuming, he literally looked like he was going to flip out...

"Dan..." He didn't reply. I say it again..."dan?" This is going to be tricky... "I heard you've been using me" he blurts out from no where. I had no idea what he was talking about... "Jenny liked me and you got to me first just so you could get back at her, unbelievable." Even though he basically asked me out, he was right. Wow. I guess I was using Dan and I didn't even know! I feel like such a bitch... We were on the bus half way home. "Dan please can we talk about this?" He looks at me with evil eyes, he was biting his lip... Quite attractive actually until he got me by the shoulder and shook me and shouted in my face, yep. In front of everyone in our year group. "I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU!!" He went to let go of me but he aggressively pushed me... I went flying into the fire exit door of the bus and face planted the road with the bus driving off leaving me stranded. I was in so much pain and never wanted to speak to him again, now for the fun part walking home to explain to my mother what happened. I just to say got up without tumbling back down, I'm scared for my life.

-Home-

I stumbled through the door without even closing it and my mother comes "Amanda, Dear! Sit down...I will get you an ambulance! The school rang me darling it will be ok" she helped me into the car and as soon as she got in she put my diary and a pen on my lap... "Write your anger dear" I looked at her she gave me a worried smile and I burst into tears "it was Dan, he pushed me. I hate him" she took me to hospital and stayed with me for several hours until she says out of the blue "I'm going to Dans house. He can't get away with this..." She didn't even have time to stand up and he came in with flowers. He smiled at me and I just turned away, silent treatment. He stayed for a few more minutes and walked out "I won't stay where I'm not wanted. I love you" he said. I looked at my mother "I hate him so much." She laughs, "that boy doesn't know what's coming to him sweetie, don't worry"

As they say revenge is a dish best served cold.... I can't wait to see what happens next!

The doctor comes in. "You've fractured your leg in 2 places and shattered your hip bone completely, I don't know how you could even walk! Your lucky Amanda but we will need to operate" I felt like screaming..... "Thanks. I guess." I looked in my diary at all the other things I've been writing, I was so angry I felt like ripping out each page, they seemed pointless but I didn't have enough energy I just wanted to sleep for hours and hours.

"Amanda sweetie get some sleep. You look exhausted" my mother says. For once I took her advice and my eyes flickered open and shut a few times, then I fell asleep.

-3.30am-

Great. Waking up with a lot of pain and other patients in hospital are screaming and crying. It takes a lot for me now to sit up, move my arms or legs or even simple things like eating... It's so difficult.

-9.00am breakfast-

I can't eat, I don't want to eat. So I skipped breakfast and I tried to sit up a bit. "Amanda you have visitors!" The doctor says giving me a smile. It's Jenny! And uhh... Josh and Dan. My bad mood suddenly transformed into officially the worst mood ever known. "Amanda look at you! All bruised up." Jenny says, I'm sure she was crying but I didn't say anything.

"Hey amanda." Josh says looking guilty, he really should feel guilty. "Hey Josh..." Me, Jenny and Josh had a really good convocation, they really helped me get along the way in recovering. I'm so grateful! Dan however, looking ungrateful and sat looking like someone slapped him round the face. Which he deserves.

"You feelin' alright Dan?" I asked, he looked at me shrugged his shoulders and got his phone out his jeans pocket. "Yeah, I'm better than ever" he said so sarcastically.... He eventually left which was good. Kinda less awkward! Josh had to leave as well so that just left me and Jenny "Dan isn't in the best of moods" she said. "Oh dear" I said without a care in the world. "No Amanda it's serious! He's been expelled from school and his dad's kicked him out so he's going back to his mothers!" I felt really bad for him all I wanted was to give him a hug but I can't. I'm supposed to hate him and my mother won't let me see him! Emotions right now are all over and I can't think straight! My main focus is to get better so I'm gonna stick to my medication, get this operation and hopefully leave this hell people call hospital. "Jenny why did you tell me that. I'm suppose to hate him! Now I want him here holding my hand!!" She stared right into my eyes and took my hand "you got me. Always." A moment I will never forget, ever. I almost cried right then! She helped me sit up a little, it hurt but I was getting there I reached my phone and had to put a picture on Instagram. I took a photo of my beaten bruised and floor scraped face along side my best friends beauty.

Caption: I will get better. Determination is the key...