Im Sorry

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I killed him.

I can't believe i killed him.

Everything just happened so quickly and I just don't know how it led to this..

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I heard the sirens before I clenched my hand on the guns trigger. How did they know anything?? I hadn't done anything.

Ethan was pushing me towards the street further and further away from his house where Emma sat alone.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HERE YOU STALKER BITCH" He screamed at me.

He had seen the gun in the waist of my pants.

When i had previously walked up there I was angry. "I'm gonna kill her" I mumbled it over and over again. 

He put things together the wrong way which i guess seemed logical and he immediately began to shove me into the street.

I had no intention to kill Emma or even lay a violent hand on her, let alone her brother who id barely known.

I tried to scream over top of him to explain but was found without success.

I heard the sirens and i couldn't get caught  with a stolen gun let alone Ethan telling them i'm going to kill his sister.

I began to fight back and i was only a bit stronger than he was so i managed to get punches in.

Neither of us drew blood.

I had to go now there was no other choice for me.

I thought maybe taking out the gun would scare him off and he'd stop. All it did was make him tackle me and in that time my hand clenched and i pulled the trigger straight into Ethan's heart.

What did I do. What did I do!?

I pushed him off and began to run home.

The police cars stopped in front of emma's house and i watched for a second before I kept going.

I was now a murderer and Emma will never forgive me for this.

I had to do something. I'm sorry Ethan. You didn't deserve this.

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