So... I've been looking back through one of my pm's with a friend of mine on here, and I feel like a fucking no good horrible bitch because she hasn't been on for over a fucking month now, and I realized that we nearly ended the conversation with an argument...........
It may have only been a little bit over a month, but it feels like fucking ETERNITY since I last talked to her, and I feel fucking awful.
I'm scared, I'm worried, I'm full of fucking guilt, and I'm crying.
Yes. I'm actually crying now. Heh.. haven't done that in a while. /:
I miss her.
It's my fault that she's not coming back...
