My "friendship" with Lexie is officially over I guess.
She believes I don't care about her anymore. But the truth is I'm starting to isolate myself from everyone once again.....
She thinks that I never ever talk to her anymore and that I hate her. I try to explain that I DO care and that I was having some..... Trouble.... In life lately......... but she says that I need to be there for her as well. It's not like I can automatically just go to a million places at once. Life has been so fucking overwhelming and so hard and I just wanna hide from everyone and everything.
She thinks that just because we were "best friends", that best friend are the top priority before ANYONE ELSE. But I don't believe that for one second. I think that EVERYONE is top priority, and I try so fucking hard to help everyone, but I just can't. I can't be there and it breaks my fucking heart.
Look at this.
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She's STILL getting after me even when I'm getting overwhelmed and everything.
