She is my ex... I was so scared of being in love and being in a relationship because of my past.... but I never ever realized that she truly did love me...
I told her that I wanted to be friends because I was scared....
She was never the same after..
She became more depressed...
She was more suicidal..
She hated herself even more than she did before...
I broke her. It's my fault. It's my fault that she's been suicidal. It's my fault that she's hasn't been on lately....
I'm a monster...
