Broken

Chapter 46

"Wait, what? You... Like men?" Harry asked, and Olly nodded. Harry turned to me, opening his mouth then closing it.

I gave him a cold smile and turned around, walking it. It wasn't that I was mad at him, I was mad at those girls. I was mad at him for believing them without asking me. I got to my dorm and wiped my hand. It was throbbing with the force of the punch I'd delivered to Harry earlier. I could only hope he'd gotten a harder hit.

When there was a knock on the door, I knew it was him before opening it. I rolled my eyes and jumped off of my bed, opening the door. It was him alright, and he was holding a rather large bouquet with quite a lot of flowers. I watched him, eyes twinkling with amusement.

"Never pictured you as an 'I'll say sorry with flowers' kind of guy," I said, and he peeked out from behind one of the flowers, as if to check if I was being sarcastic.

"Well, I never pictured Olly as an 'I like guys' kind of guy, either, so I guess new beginnings are everything."

"Touché. I don't want your flowers."

"Do you want my apology?" He asked hopefully, and I shook my head.

"No, I'd rather not hear it."

"Look, the bouquet and the apology come in one. So please just, I don't know, listen?"

"Go on."

"Look. I got you these flowers to say sorry. White tulips, which are usually associated with new beginnings and springs. They're happy flowers," he said, eyes shining. "What else?" He muttered, glancing at the assortment of flowers. "Oh! Erm, blue hyacinths, they represent peace. Which is, uh, what I kind of want with you? And roses for romance. 'Cos I love you. Like, a lot. Erm. And my favourite. A white orchid. They represent sincerity, right? And they last, like, long.... As in they won't die as quick as the rose. So its long lasting nature is meant to show the person I give it to, you, that I am actually sorry for as long as the flower lasts."

He thrust it towards me, and I took it, a smile on my face. "This is the sweetest thing anyone has done for me."

"Really? It's nothing. I, erm, am a dick. And I totally deserved the punch you gave me. It fucking hurt, though."

I glanced at his nose. It didn't seem too bad. I raised my hand, showing him the semi-purple hand. "It was meant to."

He let out a low whistle, taking my hand in his. "Fucking hell. You're an idiot."

"In my defence, I didn't expect to hurt myself," I said, and he looked up at me, a silly grin on his face.

"Well now I know I don't need to worry about your welfare. I mean, you have what it take for self-defence."

He brought my hand to his lips and kissed it. It was too numb, so I didn't feel anything, but I didn't say this to Harry.

I watched him. He was crazy, dumb, and an absolute idiot, but he was also caring and protective, and overall very sweet. He had good intentions. Up until this point I had never said the three words to him.

"I love you," I said, and he looked up at me, eyes widening slightly.

"You do?"

"Yes. You're a goon, who needs to learn to trust his girlfriend, but I honestly do."

He grinned. "I love you too. A lot."

We stared at each other for a while, and then he raised his eyebrows. "You gonna let me in?"

I nodded, stepping back. "The place is almost as much as a pigsty as yours used to be."

He laughed, setting the flowers on my desk. "I'm having withdrawal symptoms from kissing you," he said.

"So take care of them."

So he pulled me into a kiss. After quite the heated make out session, I pulled off his shirt.

"And you thought I'd cheat on you?" I murmured, pushing him down on the bed. He groaned in response, his breath hitching as I palmed him through his jeans.

"This isn't fair," he said, his breathing ragged.

"Life isn't," I said innocently, slowly unbuttoning his jeans and pulling them down. His eyes were narrowed, watching me.

"I wouldn't tease if I were you. There'll be consequences lat-" he hissed as I reached into his boxers and grabbed his dick.

"You were saying?" I questioned, moving my hand up and down slowly.

"Oh my fuck," he groaned, and I grinned, lowering his boxers. As I got down on my knees and put him in my mouth, he closed his eyes tight.

"Shouldn't... Shitty fuck. Shouldn't I be giving... You pleasure?"

I released him momentarily. "I am having pleasure from seeing you come undone under my touch."

He growled, and before I knew it we were flipped over, me under him. "Nope."

He pulled my tee over my head, and unclasped my bra. "Another form of apology."

He leant down and took my nipple in his mouth, grazing his teeth over it. Waves of pleasure burst through me and I moaned. He pecked me, before doing the same to the other nipple. As he began to slowly, slowly, slowly kiss down to where I needed him the most, I realised what he was doing.

"Are you seriously teasing me?"

"Mhm," he hummed, undoing the buttons of my jeans slowly. I groaned, pushing his head. He grinned.

"Oh, so when you do it to me it's alright, but not when I do it to you?"

"You're meant to be apologizing," I whined.

He pulled my jeans and panties off, and I held my breath as he kissed my inner thighs. He licked a stripe up on my clit and I moaned, tingles of pleasure coursing through my body.

"So wet," he muttered, diving his tongue into me.

"Oh fuck," I hissed, trying to close my legs. Harry wasn't having that; he pushed them apart at resumed what he was doing. His hand came around to toy with my clit and I gasped. "Harry, Harry, oh my God."

My nerves were on fire, and just as I was about to come undone, he stopped. "What the fuck?" I hissed, out of breath.

"I want you to cum whilst I'm inside you," he said, leaning over and getting a condom from the bedside drawer. I watched him. He put it on, and pulled a face.

He pushed into me, one hand on either side of my hip. His eyes, dark green with lust, were trained on me, watching my facial expressions as he fucked me.

"Oh, shit," he groaned.

"Harry," I moaned. "O-oh, Harry. H-Harry... I can't..."

He toyed with my clit again, and I shut my eyes. His thrusts, combined with his hand on my clit were becoming too much.

"Oh fuck! I-I'm," I came undone beneath him, and he swore.

"You're clenching around me... Shit!" And he came too, laying down next to me on my too-small bed.

"I fucking love you," he panted.

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A/N: is this smut good I cant tell im a VIRGIN IDK HOW SEX GOES I'M SO SORRY.

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