Forgotten Memories

Missing Him

The next day, Sicheng, Kun, Taeyong, Jaehyung, Doyoung, and Yuta were getting ready to go film NCT Life. They're going to be spending two days in Seoul, exploring the city. While Yoonoh was in his room packing some clothes, I decided to go check up on Sicheng and Kun. I knocked on the door before opening it with a smile. "Hi, guys." I said before closing the door again.

"Hey, EunA." Kun responded with a smile. Sicheng looked up from his bag with a smile.

"EunA!" He beamed while walking over to me. Before I could say anything, I was attacked with a bear hug given by Sicheng. I couldn't help but smile widely.

"Are you excited for this season of NCT Life?" I asked while hugging Sicheng back.

"I'm excited, but I'm a little nervous." Sicheng responded.

"Why are you nervous?" I asked before looking at him.

"My Korean isn't that well, so I'm just a little nervous, especially when I'm not with you." Sicheng said before burying his face into the crook of my neck.

"But you're going to be with Kun, his Korean's great." I said.

"Yeah," He mumbled against my neck. "But I don't know if I'm going to be with him the entire time."

"Yoonoh's there too." I pointed out.

"What if I'm not with him either?" Sicheng then asked.

"How about Taeyong? Hm? There's no way that all three of them would be on a different team." I said.

"Sicheng! Kun! Are you guys ready?! The two of you are leaving first!" Their manager shouted.

"We're almost done!" Kun shouted back. Sicheng went to continue to pack for his two day trip while I was sitting on Kun's bed, watching the both of them. Once they were all finished, Kun gave me a quick hug before leaving the room. Sicheng gave me another one of his bear hugs.

"Be safe, okay?" I asked while patting his back. He hummed in response before kissing my cheek. Before I could say anything to him, he smiled at me like an innocent angel.

"I'll see you in two days." He said with the same smile before walking out of the room.

"Bye, Sicheng." I said quietly with a soft smile. I sighed then looked around the room. Suddenly Sicheng popped back into the room.

"Bye, baby." He said quickly before leaving the dorm. After a couple seconds, I decided to go check up on Taeyong and Yoonoh.

"How are you guys doing?" I asked while sitting down on Yoonoh's bed while hugging my Rilakkuma bear.

"There's nothing much to do, we're just waiting for our manager to pick us up." Yoonoh said while taking a seat next to me. He then wrapped both his legs around my waist and pulled me down onto his chest.

"I'll be out helping Doyoung and Yuta, you two better not do anything." Taeyong said before walking out of the room. Why?! Why would you say that?! I thought to myself while looking down. I could feel myself blushing.

"Hey, are you blushing?" Yoonoh asked. I immediately buried my face into his chest without saying anything. I heard Yoonoh chuckling before placing his hand on my head. "You're so cute." Yoonoh said caressing my head before pulling me closer to him, if it was even possible. "Are you going to miss me?" He then asked. I looked up at him with a smile then nodded my head.

"But it's only two days," I said before lying back down. "I'll be fine."

"We'll videochat, so I can check up on you." Yoonoh said with a smile. I nodded my head with a smile.

"Taeyong! Doyoung! We're going now!" Their manager shouted. Taeyong quickly ran back into the room to get his bag.

"I'll see you in two days." He said with a smile. I waved goodbye before laying my head into Yoonoh's chest again.

"Please take care of Sicheng." I said.

"You got it!" Taeyong shouted while walking out of the room. I then looked at Yoonoh with a smile.

"When we videochat, can you be with Sicheng too? I want to check up on him too." I said. Yoonoh nodded his head with a smile.

"Yoonoh! Yuta! We're going to leave in a couple minutes!" Their manager suddenly shouted, causing me to jump a little. Yoonoh chuckled a little before sitting up, causing me to sit up too.

"Let me pack up the rest, real quick." He said before walking over to his drawer to take out some skin care products.

"Is there anything you want me to help you with?" I asked while looking around the room.

"Not really, just sit there and be your beautiful self." Yoonoh said while zipping up his bag with a smile. I immediately smiled while looking down. Once Yoonoh finished packing everything, he sat back down next to me. He wrapped his leg around and pulled me down onto his chest again. "What are you going to do when I'm not here?" Yoonoh then asked. I shrugged my shoulders before looking up at him.

"I don't know, maybe, hang out with the guys? There's eleven other guys." I said. Yoonoh nodded his head while humming. We sat there in silence, enjoying each other's company. There was suddenly a knocking, causing the both of us to look at the door. Yuta stood there with his bag over his shoulder.

"Yoonoh, it's time to go." He said. Yoonoh hummed in response before sitting up.

"I'll be out in a couple seconds." He then said. Yuta hummed in response before walking out of the room. Yoonho grabbed his bag and gave me a quick hug. "I'll call you in a couple hours." He said while hugging me. I hummed in response with a smile.

"Stay safe." I said before he walked out of the room. He nodded his head before walking out. I sighed while looking around the room. What am I going to do now? I asked myself. Draw? Talk to one of the guys? Go out and explore Korea? I sighed again before laying back down on Yoonoh's bed while hugging my bear.

"Hey, EunA! You wanna hang out with me?" Ten asked while walking into the room with a wide smile.

"Sure, where are we going?" I asked while sitting up.

"I know a really great cafe, you wanna go there?" Ten suggested with a smile. I nodded my head before placing the bear perfectly on Yoonoh's bed. While we were walking to the cafe, we were talking about random things, getting to know each other more. "Do you miss him?" Ten suddenly asked. I immediately looked up at him.

"Miss who?" I questioned.

"Yoonoh." Ten said.

"Yes, of course, I miss him," I said. Ten opened the door to the cafe for the both of us. "But I also miss Sicheng." I then added shortly. Ten nodded his head while humming.

"Who do you miss more?" Ten then asked.

"I miss them both the same," I responded while fiddling with the menu corner. "But I'm a little bit worried for Sicheng."

"Just Sicheng? What about Kun?" Ten asked.

"Kun knows Korean, Sicheng barely knows any, and I'm a little worried about him." I said before the waiter came over to us.

"What would you like to drink?" She asked with a smile.

"Mango bubble tea, please." I responded with a smile.

"Iced americano please." Ten then said. She nodded her head with a smile before leaving.

"Do you like Sicheng?" Ten jokingly asked. Do I? I sat there in silence thinking about his question. I mean, of course, I like him. He's my childhood best friend. But do I like Sicheng the way I like Yoonoh? Yes? No? A little? Maybe? "Are you actually thinking about it?" Ten suddenly asked, snapping me back into the reality.

"Well, yeah, actually." I said quickly while looking down.

"Well, do you like him?" Ten asked.

"To be honest," I said then looked up at him. "I don't know."