Something Great (Niall Horan)

Chappie 12 - Emotionless

Chappie 12 - Emotionless

§•Niall's POV•§

After about an hour of driving she still hadn't woken. I'm really worried now she should be awake by now.

"Paul hurry the fuck up." I snap at him.

"Niall I'm going as fast a I can, besides we're here." He says parking the van. Ashley opens the door and I get out holding Kristin in my arms. I walk into the hospital with Zayn and Ashley following behind.

"Sir can I help you?" A nurse asks.

"Uh me and my friend got bombarded by paparazzi and we kinda had claustrophobia attacks. I'm fine but she was shaking real bad and now she won't wake up." I explain. The nurse nods and has me lay her on a gurney. They wheel her away and I stand there watching them walk away. I feel a hand on my shoulder, and I shake my head taking a seat in the waiting room.

"Lad she'll be fine." Zayn says.

"You don't know that! None of you know that!" I yell at him.

"Niall calm down!" Ashley yells at me. I see Zayn talking on the phone with someone, glancing at me every so often. He hangs up then whispers something to Ashley. She nods at him then they grin at me innocently.

"You called Liam didn't you?" I ask. They both pale and nod. I roll my eyes and they sit down watching me carefully.

"The fact you expect me to calm down while my girlfriend's in the hospital is pretty idiotic." I say to them. They both have this face palm expression on their face. Idiots.

"Niall just believe us when we say she will be fine." Ashley pleads.

"No." I say simply. They groan and give up. I put my head in my hands and sigh. This is all my fault. If it wasn't for me we wouldn't be in this situation. I feel a tap on my shoulder and look up to see Liam standing there.

"What?" I ask.

"Are you ok?" He asks picking up on my attitude.

"I'm fine." I say. As soon as she is.

"Niall she'll be-"

"You don't know that! And you never will!" I snap cutting him off. He flinches back from my sudden outburst. He comes forward and wraps his arms around me.

"Lad you have to think positive." He says.

"I know." I say tears blurring my vision. He rubs small circles on my back while we stand there. A few tears fall out of my eyes and onto the back of his shirt.

"She's gonna be alright, right?" I ask him.

"Yeah." He says rubbing my back. He doesn't know that, there's uncertainty in his voice. I pull out of his grasp and sit back down. He sits next to me and continues rubbing my back.

"Who's here for Kristin-"

"We are." I say cutting her off.

"Ok only 2 people at a time though. She's in room 126." The nurse says. We nod and she walks away.

"Niall you're obviously going, and Liam you can too." Ashley says Zayn agreeing.

"Ok." I say emotionlessly. Me and Liam walk down the hall until we reach her room. I freeze when I was about to open the door.

"Lad go on open it." Liam says.

"I-I can't." I say my hand shaking.

"Why not?" He asks me. It's my fault. It's my fault. Everything is my fault.