Something Great (Niall Horan)

Chappie 13 - Emotional Breakdown

Hey guys!! so chappie 13!! which is also my Bball jersey number!!!!

Chappie 13 - Emotional Breakdown

§•Niall's POV•§

After Harry walked out I thought about what he said. It doesn't just affect me. But it definitely affects me the most. He does know how I feel. He's the only one that understands. I stand up and walk over to my door pausing to make a decision. I open my door and walk over to Harrys room. I poke my head in and see him asleep.

"Harry?" I ask. He stirs then sits up in his bed.

"Niall?" He asks surprised.

"Uh thanks for understanding." I say.

"No problem lad, I'm always here." He says. I nod and walk back into my room.

I go over to the corner and sit down. I focus on the door again while I sit there. It's my fault, all of its my fault. She's in a coma because of me. It's all my fault.

"It's not your fault." Harry says from the door. I could ignore him or argue with him about it. Ignoring him has been working pretty well for this moment.

"You don't have to ignore me." He says.

"I know, it's just better than arguing for this situation." I say. He nods understanding. I don't think I'm emotionally ready to argue with anyone. I glance at my clock and see that it's 3 in the morning.

"Harry go to bed." I say focusing on my door again.

"Not unless you go to bed." He bargains. Well have fun staying up all night then cause I'm not going to bed. I sit there and he sighs.

"I should get you a dunce hat if you're gonna sit in the corner." Harry says grinning. I grin slightly but it soon disappears.

"I saw that." Harry points out. I said I wouldn't go to bed I never said I wouldn't go to sleep. I start dozing off and hear him groan. I ignore him and go to sleep.

***

I woke up with someone leaning on me. I look and see its Harry. I'm about to say something when all my memories of yesterday come flooding back. Any emotion I previously had is gone. It's my fault. I put my girlfriend in a coma. I put the girl I love in a coma. It's all my fault. Everything is my fault! She might not wake up, and it'd be my fault!

"Niall." Harry says shaking me out of my thoughts. I hadn't realized how angry I got. I unclench my hands from the fists they were in and breath heavily.

"Niall are you ok?" Harry asks worried. I ignore him as my breathing returns to normal.

"What were you thinking about?" He asks carefully. I shake my head 'no' and focus on my door again. I notice I'm shaking from being so mad. Harry notices too and looks at me worriedly.

"It isn't your fault Niall, stop thinking that." He says reading my mind.

"It is my fault, so drop it." I growl. He immediately drops the subject and watches me carefully. I glance at him then watch the door again. I stand up and punch the wall trying to release my anger.

"Niall!" Harry shouts pulling me away from the wall. He holds me down before I can do myself any more harm. I breath heavily trying to control myself. Once I calm down I burst into tears.

"Oh jeez Niall." Harry mutters pulling me into a hug.

"I-it's all my fault." I sob. Harry shushes me and rocks us back and forth slowly. I cling to him and sob.

"Niall calm down please." Harry begs. I try to stop my crying which only causes me to shake. I hear my bedroom door open and someone enters. I look through my blurry eyes to see Liam and Zayn standing there. I jump into Liams arms and bury my face in his chest.