Protect Me|JungkookxBTS

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Jungkook pov
"Jin hyung?" I whispered as I shuffled into Jin's room. Jin pried open his eyes and smiled at me as I climbed into the bed. "Yes kookie?" Jin yawned. I tugged at my shirt and bit my lip as I tried to form my apology. I had to apologize, I put everyone in danger because of my stupid problems.

"I'm sorry for running away and putting you guys in danger." I mumbled, tears lining my eyes by the end of my rushed words. I flinched when I felt Jin's warm hand cup my cheek, but I didn't resist the touch. Jin isn't Lee, Jin's touch is good.

"Jungkook ah, you don't have to apologize. We love, and we'd do anything for you." Jin cooed and stroked my cheek. I smiled, I don't deserve these forgiving people. Jin leaned up and pressed his forehead against mine, a calming silence surrounding us. The heat from Jin's skin and the pressure from his touch was stirring something inside me, something I've been feeling lately and it scares me. "J-Jin hyung?" I whispered shakily. After hearing my shaky tone Jin started to back away from me but I grabbed his shirt, startling both of us. Jin stared at me worriedly, "Jungkook are you okay?"

Am I okay? I don't think I am, I think something is wrong with me. I think I'm disgusting and filthy, but the members don't think that. "I-I'm fine." I replied, still keeping the tight hold on Jin's shirt. I looked up at Jin and froze when I saw his eyes staring at me intensely. My whole body suddenly felt hot but I didn't mind, I kinda liked it. "Kiss me." I demanded, my own words shocking me. Why did I say that?!  I expected him to push me away in disgust but was surprised when I felt Jin's plush lips against mine. The feeling was so strange, compared to when Lee kissed me. Jin's kiss felt warm and made my heart ache, but in a good way. I felt the same way when Hoseok kissed me, I felt loved.

I tensed when Jin wrapped his arms around my back and pulled my body against his. Jin's toned chest mixed with the feeling of his soft lips was all to much but I love it. I moaned when Jin nipped at my lip, then ran his tongue over the sensitive flesh. Lee never did that, he'd just bite my lip until I bled. Lee wasn't careful and soft, he was rough and mean. Jin isn't Lee.

Jin isn't Lee.

Jin isn't Lee.

I frowned when the warmth from Jin's lips suddenly left. "Jungkook you're crying." Jin stated and stared at me worriedly. I shook my head and buried my face in Jin's warm neck. "I'm fine." I whispered, which was actually true. For once, I actually felt fine.
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I pried open my eyes and looked around the room. I wasn't in my room, I was in Jin's room. After last night I fell asleep in Jin's arms, it was the best sleep I've ever had since the incident. I smiled and unconsciously touched my lips, I could still feel Jin's lips. Still smiling, I climbed out of the bed and shuffled down the hallway. Where I could hear talking, from the TV and the guys.

"Last night a man named Lee Sim escaped from prison and is currently on the run. He was convicted for rapeing a young man on multiple occasions. This man is very dangerous and police are searching for him as we speak."

I froze and my stomach churned, Lee escaped and he's coming for me. He escaped. He's going to find me and rape me again. I knew I wasn't safe, why did I ever think I could be happy again? Suddenly all the members eyes were on me, staring holes into my filthy body. When the members suddenly ran at me I stepped backwards and fell onto my butt. They were mumbling reassuring words, nothing but lies. "Jungkook you'll be fine, we won't let him hurt you." Jimin whimpered as he tried to help me onto my feet. I felt suffocated, that same choking feeling returning. "P-please s-stop." I sobbed as I tried to shove the guys away from me. I didn't miss the pained looks on their faces, don't they understand that it hurts me just as much?

I stumbled onto my feet and managed to lock myself in my room. "Jungkook please come out and talk to us!" Namjoon yelled and tried to open the door. I shook my head and leaned against the wall. Why is this happening to me? "Jungkook we'll protect you!" Yoongi yelled, stop lying. Everyone needs to stop lying to me. I turned around to go lie down but froze when I saw someone sitting on my bed.

"Did you miss me baby?"

(I'm sorry if this chapter really sucks. I've been having really bad writers block lately. I'll try to update my other books more and this one. Fighting!)