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Jungkook pov
"H-how...how did you g-get in here?" I stuttered as I tripped backwards into the door. Lee smiled, that same smile he gave me when we first met, the rapist smile. "You should start locking your window baby boy." Lee purred, his eyes staring at me like a predator stalking his prey. I will always be the prey.

"Jungkook please open the door." Jimin mumbled. Lee's smile faltered and a scowl spread onto his features, "tell him to leave."
I felt sick, my stomach was twisting in knots and the burning sensation in my throat was getting worse by the second. Lee suddenly lunged towards me, forcing me against the door. I screwed my eyes shut and whimpered as Lee's hot breath fanned my ear. "Tell him to leave, now." He growled, the tone in his voice making my blood run cold. I nodded before turning around and unlocking the door. I opened the door just enough to see Jimin's face, his eyes were red and puffy. He shouldn't cry for me, I'm not worth it.

"Jungkookie please come out, we'll protect you. I promise." Jimin vowed and for a second I almost considered running into his arms. He could protect me, Jimin has always been there for me but I don't want to hurt him. I couldn't live with myself if Lee hurt Jimin, he doesn't deserve pain, I do. "Jimin can you...can you j-just leave me alone." I mumbled, the words felt wrong and I immediately regretted them. Jimin's face fell and his eyes filled with so much hurt, I never want to hurt him. I jumped when I felt Lee's rough hands grip my butt, his fingers tugging at the waist band of my sweatpants. Jimin noticed my uneasiness and tried to push open the door. "Jungkook what's wrong?" Jimin questioned as he tried to peak into my room. I shook my head and slammed the door shut, "l-leave me alone."

Jimin yelled my name a couple times before giving up and walking away, taking his protection and promises with him. I'm such an idiot, that was my only chance to escape and I wasted it. "You're such an obedient slut." Lee chuckled. I gasped when Lee wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled my body flush against his. "I missed your taste." Lee purred as he nosed at my neck, his sharp teeth nipping at all the wrong spots. I tried to blink away my tears but it was no use, so I let them fall. The same way I let myself fall into Lee's arms, because I'm pathetic and I deserve this. Every minute of it.

"I bet the guys are going to jack off to your cries and moans." Lee taunted as his hand dipped into my boxers. I stiffened at the touch, his hands are cold, so cold. "Would you like that princess? Knowing that your band mates are listening to you getting fucked." Lee whispered, his cold hand slowly stoking my flaccid cock. I shook my head, just the thought of the guys hearing me made me sick. They'd be disgusted and hate me even more. Lee chuckled, "I'm going to make you scream."

Dread filled my body, my lungs constricted and the burning lump in my throat worsened. I can't do this, I can't let him touch me, I can't go through that pain again. The guys said they'd protect me, they promised. I need them to keep their promise. I took a deep breath before pushing Lee off of me and running out of my room. "H-hyungs! Hyungs!" I screamed as I stumbled into the living room, where they were all sitting. Instantly everyone was surrounding me and asking me what's wrong. "H-he's..he's in my room!" I cried, my entire body suddenly felt limp and heavy. Jin and Namjoon immediately ran down the hall and into my room, while the rest stayed to comfort me.

Hoseok guided me into the living room and sat me down on the couch, where Jimin instantly pulled me into a bone crushing hug. I need this. "Jungkook why didn't you tell me!?" Jimin sobbed, his entire body shaking against mine. I've been selfish, I didn't realize how much this hurts the members. I'm such a selfish bastard. I couldn't find my voice, the lump in my throat preventing anymore words from leaving my lips. Jimin took my silence as an answer and continued to cradle me in his arms, I love this. The dread slowly drained my body as Taehyung, Yoongi, Jimin, and Hoseok caged me in their arms. This would usually scare me, but they aren't Lee, my hyungs aren't Lee. My hyungs are here to protect me not hurt me.

"Jungkook." The tone in Namjoon's voice made that sick feeling return and the look on his face was even worse. "Did you get him?" Jimin asked, jumping to his feet as if he was ready to fight. Namjoon and Jin shared a look, unmistakable pity in their eyes. I don't want them to pity me, I don't need their pity. "Jungkook, your room is empty, there's no one there." Jin said slowly with the kind of tone you'd use for a child throwing a tantrum. I'm not a child. Jin stepped towards me and tried to cup my cheek but I jerked away. "Kookie, there's no way Lee could've broken into your room." Namjoon explained, "your room is on the second floor."

My entire body burned with betrayal and confusion, they don't believe me but I know what I saw. "He was there! He touched me!" I cried. I looked around the room for someone that believed me, but they were all looking at me with sorry expressions, as if they felt bad for me.

Poor Jungkook, the rape victim who went crazy and started to see things.

"Jungkook." Jin whispered and reached out to touch me but I slapped his hand away. The room fell silent and the guys slowly stepped away from me, are they worried I'm going to hurt them?! "I'm not crazy!" I sobbed before pushing past my hyungs and stormed towards the front door.

"Jungkook please don't leave!" Jimin pleaded as he threw himself at me. "I believe you!" He whimpered and hugged my arm for dear life. Hoseok suddenly appeared next to us and started to toe on his shoes. "Come on Jungkook." Hoseok said as he handed me my shoes. I didn't hesitate as I put on my shoes, along with Jimin. Before Jin or the rest of the members could stop us, me, Hoseok, and Jimin had left.

"I believe you Jungkook." Hoseok reassured and laced his fingers with mine. I nodded and tried to dry my tears with my sleeve. Jimin grabbed my free hand and intertwined our fingers then hugged my hand against his chest. "I'll always believe you." Jimin sniffed and that's when I realized he was still crying. Why do Hoseok and Jimin care about me so much? Maybe I am crazy and I just imagined it all. My hyungs can't protect me from my own mind.


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Taehyung

Jimin

Namjoon

Hoseok

Yoongi

Jin

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