Protect Me|JungkookxBTS

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*The picture is what I think Lee looks like and what his secret house looks like*

Jungkook pov
I lost track of time in the back of that car, minutes felt like hours. We probably aren't even in Seoul anymore. We're probably in the forest, driving to some abandoned cabin that no one knows about. I'm going to die here, in the middle of nowhere, at the hands of a psychotic rapist.

My heart started to thump against my chest when the car came to a sudden stop. Followed by the sound of the engine turning off and the car door slamming. Goosebumps covered my skin when cold air suddenly rushed into the car, along with the smell of dirt after it rained. We're definitely in the forest. I whimpered when Lee grabbed my bound wrists and dragged me out of the car, the ropes finally broke skin and the smell of blood mixed with the moist earth.

All of sudden there wasn't anything underneath me and my naked body tumbled onto the wet dirt. My face slamming into the mud thanks to my hands being tied up. "Use your legs baby boy or do you want me to carry you?" Lee asked and grabbed my hair, using it to lift my head out of the mud. I didn't want Lee to touch me, I don't want his hands anywhere near me.

"I-I'll wa..walk." I croaked, my throat sore and probably bruised. Lee hummed and used my hair as leverage to lift me to my feet, the pain causing my scalp to throb.

"This is our new home baby boy, I hope you like it because you're never leaving."

My lip quivered at the thought of spending every day with Lee but no tears would come out, I was so exhausted I couldn't even cry. Lee bent down and untied my ankles, his rough fingers burning the sensitive flesh, forcing me to bite my lip and hold back my cries.

Lee grabbed my bound hands and yanked me forward. I stumbled over my feet and hissed when rocks and twigs stabbed my tender skin. Lee wouldn't wait for me to regroup and continued to drag me along what seemed like a muddy path. My eyes widened underneath the mask as I desperately tried to see underneath it but there was no light, only darkness. I don't like the dark. The thought of not knowing what was happening around me made me dizzy with fear. The only thing I could anticipate was pain, lots of pain.

"Aghh." I gasped when my toes suddenly slammed into something that felt like concrete. I hunched over in pain and bit my lip to try and muffle the sobs, some dried mud getting in my mouth. "Aww baby I'm sorry, I should've warned you about the steps." Lee apologized but there was no sign of remorse in his voice. He doesn't care, nobody cares about me.

"N-no put me d-down." I sobbed as Lee lifted me into his arms and started to ascend the steps. "Calm down princess, you've had a stressful day." Lee purred and adjusted his hold on my body. I shook my head and tried to imagine Lee's arms as Jin's. Someone who I trust and would never hurt me.

I shivered when warm air suddenly rushed over my skin and the smell of candles invaded my nostrils. The smell sickened me, it smelled like Lee, everything smelt like Lee. "I'm going to put you down princess." Lee informed me before dropping me onto the floor, my head slamming against the hardwood. My ears rang as I lied on the floor, my bones aching with every movement.

I flinched when the sound of a door slamming rang in my ears, along with the sound of locks, a lot of locks. I'm never escaping, no one's going to find me, I'm going to die here.

"God baby you're so beautiful, are you ready for your reward?" Lee groaned. I could hear the sound of him removing his clothes, I don't want his fucked up reward. I shook my head and finally let my tears fall, "I don't want it!"

Lee chuckled, "yes you do baby, you deserve it."

My body convulsed with every sob as Lee climbed on top of me and used one of his hands to pin my bound ones above my head. I slammed my head onto the floor, maybe I can knock myself out, put myself out of my misery. "Stop it! You'll damage my floor!" He growled and grabbed a handful of my hair. I sobbed and pulled against the grip, the throbbing pain in my head doubling. I need to pass out, I can't do this, I can't feel this again. I don't want to feel that pain in my spine again, I don't want to feel like I'm being ripped in half.

My sobs caught in my throat when Lee suddenly slapped me, over and over again. My skin stung and my cheeks felt numb once Lee finally stopped, leaving me in shock and unable to move.

"I was going to give you a reward but you're being a bad boy, so sadly this is a punishment now." Lee sighed but I know he didn't feel bad. Nobody feels bad for me. Lee's weight suddenly left me and was replaced with cold air. I strained my ears to try and listen for Lee but it was silent, eerily silent and it made me terrified. I could try to escape, try to search for the door and unlock it. But before I could react something hard and round was being forced into my mouth.

"Nngh! N-ohh!" I screamed around the ball that was stretching my already bloody lips. It was a ball gag, a fucking ball gag was being shoved into my mouth and strapped so tight that it's definitely leaving bruises. Not only was I robbed of my body and eyes but now my voice, he might as well just kill me.

"You're never taking these off you fucking bitch." Lee grunted. I screamed around the gag as Lee forced my legs apart, revealing my privates, they aren't even private anymore. "Get used to this baby boy, because you're never escaping." Lee hissed before pushing into me, splitting me apart in one hard thrust.

"You're going to be mine." Lee grunted as he thrusted into my bloody hole. "I'll train you to be the perfect whore." He spat and continued to abuse my insides.

I shook my head and bit dowm on the plastic ball in my mouth. I couldn't process his words, each word rang in my ears along with the sound of skin slapping skin. He's right, I'm never escaping and I'm going to be nothing but a dirty whore. My hyungs aren't going to find me, they'll forget about me after a few weeks. ARMYs aren't going to miss me, they'll replace me with someone better. BTS will be better without me, they'll find someone more talented to be their golden maknae. Because I'm no longer their golden maknae, I'm their fucked up burden that nobody wants. My hyungs tried but they couldn't protect me.

(Ahhhh😭Jungkookie I'm so sorry, please forgive me!)