PHILOPHOBIA (Book I)[Chanbaek/Baekyeol Fanfic]

I M P O R T A N T N O T E ! (UPTADE!!!!)

HI EVERYONE!

i know that i haven't Uptaded in a while. i'm extreamly sorry!

i'm kind of grounded for 2 months... yeah i made mom mad so she took my phone and she will give it back to me in the summer break :( i'm now logging from my auntie's computer, since i have a school project to do. if my mom finds out about this im dead ahghkjdgaskdgv

i'm so sorry again! i miss writing so much, i feel suffocated.. i'm on an art block so i can't draw, im grounded so i can't write or listen to music...and i'm probably going to miss exo's comeback. how luckier can i get? yup life is good.

atleast i got a book from my uncle.. that can help me feel unstressed from school abit.

btw!!!! i'm super lucky, because i got high marks in exams that i didn't even study for. isn't that great? *^^^^*

oh about the next chapter, i remember that i started writing it. it might be the epilogue! or maybe i can add more drama in this book, or in a seperate book so it can be a sequel! you choose! if you have any ideas, don't be shy! your ideas will be a huge help <3 

annnnd finally, i think im falling for that manwhore... i get super jealous when he hangs out with girls!!! it's so annoying i hate feeling jealous!!!! especially for a jerk! i mean we still stare at each other intensly, i even noticed that he always try to take a seat that is close to mine or face to face to mine (i noticed because i do the same damn thing lmao fml) BUT he is so mean to me!!! he'd be a cute puppy talking to everyone else, but when it coms to me he's so awkward and ends up doing mean things like being sassy, or laughing at me when i'm nervous during projects... i seriously hate (love) his guts. he makes me feel so depressed about myself and i just got over my mental health problems. it's like im becoming depressed and anxious (i get them both at the same time, am i even normal) all over again, but nope bitch, you aint gonna fool me.

so.. i have to go now! i love you guys so much please remember that, i'm so sorry for not uptading, don't be mad at me! i hope i can comeback soon, i'll try to convince my mom to give me my phone, i'll keep you uptaded when i get it!!

Uptade: MY MOM AGREED TO GIVE ME MY PHONE FOR THE WEEKENDS IM SUCH A GENIOUS OH MY GOD ALL I HAD TO DO IS CLEAN THE HOUSE AND THE DISHES AND DO EXTRA HOMEWORK THAT IM NOT EVEN OBLIGED TO DO SYSBZJXJXNZHZJUDJXJ I'LL DO THE SAME DAMN THING NOW SO SHE CAN GIVE IT TO ME PERMANENTLY! !! WISH ME LUCK!

SEE YOU LATER, LOVE YOU💜💜💜💜

Uptade: my mom told me i can hide somewhere and use my phone whenever i want, because im more mature and i always need it for homework!!! That doesn't mean i'll be online all the day, maybe an hour a day? But atleast that's alot!!!! Yayyy!!!
Btw! I'm almost finished with the new chapter aka the last one! I decided to do a sequel!! Do you approve? Make sure to let me know in the comments please!