Giving up

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I'm lost, in my thoughts and in my life.  I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to write. I don't want to know who I am anymore. I don't know anything. I want to know, but I can't. It's so hard, so many efforts to find who I am, all wasted. Spending so much energy into continuing to fight. I don't want to fight anymore. I want to give up everything... and so I drink.

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