Losing Time

Believing

I seriously planned on leaving you for good. I was way too hurt and couldn't handle that. But in the end... I decided I wasn't gonna give up on you. Don't worry about me, I'll do what I want to do, but I think you need help gaining self-esteem and I think you need some people to believe in you while supporting you through failures and sharing happiness during your moments of success. 

I'll be that person. I'll be that person who will kick your ass when you need to be boosted cause you're feeling down. I'll be that person who'll opens beers and buy pizza to celebrate any of your successes. I am never going to give up on you, because you're special and because I love you and because I'm your friend and I never give up on them. I won't let you go. I won't let you down, I won't put you down, I'm gonna help you be who you want to be. Because from what I saw today, you lack self esteem, and confidence. You lack some people believing in you and supporting you. 

That's why I feel you're scared of the future because I feel like sometimes you feel lonely, and have to go through life all by yourself while it is not the case. I want you to be a fighter, yes, for yourself but also for others, because what is more heartwarming then to see someone gaining confidence and see the beauty of life, friendship, loyalty and love? I will not let you down, I promise and I don't ever break my promises, unless you ask me to.

And about life, one who doesn't risk anything, get nothing. Life is about taking risks, also another beauty of life. Challenges, adventures, that's what I think, "Risk is not a word in my vocabulary it's my existence", and I don't remember who said that, but it hit me. The power of this sentence is its truthfulness and relevance. An easy life is not a life. It's not living. A video game that is too easy becomes boring, and the same goes with life. Don't worry, I'll always be there for you.