When We Collide (Harry Styles)

Chapter 11

"I don't want to face them yet, Harry" I said to Harry as we sat in his car in front of the school.

"You've got to face them one day, so you might as well do it now" I knew he was right, I just wish he wasn't, "you can't hide out here all day"

I nodded my head as I looked down at our entwined hands sitting on my lap, my fingers playing with his as my nerves started to rise.

"Come on Jasmine, it's been a month. Do you want them to win?" I shook my head at him. Of course I didn't want them to win and I can't imagine the rumours that have spread.

"Alright then, lets go" I said with a confident voice, one that did not match my current state. I let go of Harry's hand and opened the door. I jumped out and looked back to Harry to see him doing the same.

I walked over to his side of the car and held out my hand for him. He grabbed my hand but pulled me into him, grabbing my face with his free hand and planting his lips on mine. in that moment I felt all the anxiety and worry wash away and being replaced with Harry. He shortly pulled away and started to lead the way to the building with me following behind.

We walked through the doors and I was suddenly back at my first day, except this time I had Harry to hold my hand. The students eyed us and watched our every move as we walked down the hall. I felt as if everything was slowing down, every one was coming closer and I felt all the liquid in my body rise to the surface and the heat rise. I knew I was sweating, my breathing became heavy and irregular.

I was having a panic attack.

I stopped walking and pulled Harry back from walking ahead, I looked up at him with pleading eyes, tears falling from them with every whisper I heard. Worry crossed his face and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder, pulling me into him. We were walking fast and I couldn't see past my tear blurred eyes to see where we were going. My breathing felt like it was stopping causing me to hiccup with every breath I tried to get.

Harry placed me down on a seat but I still couldn't focus enough on where I was. The muffled voices around me kept me from going into a full panic but it wouldn't keep me for long. Two hands were placed on my face, lifting my head to look at them. The curly haired silhouette that was in front of me was calling my name, telling me to take a deep breath. I knew it wouldn't work so I counted to 10 in my head.

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I opened my eyes and although everything was clear, and my erratic breathing had stopped, i was shaking, not because of the cold, but because of the panic that was still washing over me.

Harry came and sat next to me on the small chair I was on and pulled me onto his lap. My face buried into his neck and I began to sob. I was embarrassed, I haven't had a panic attack since I was in New Zealand. I didn't understand what was happening but I wanted it to stop. I needed to be alone.

I pulled my head out of his neck and tried to get out of his tight grasp, "Please" I quietly begged. His grip loosened and I pulled myself away. I looked around the empty room, with only a bed in it. I knew this was the sick bay.

"I want to be alone" I whispered as I pressed myself against the wall opposite him.

He shook his head in protest, refusing to leave, "I'm not leaving you alone in here"

I wasn't in the mood to argue but I wanted to be alone.

"You need to leave, now" I tried to keep my voice firm but it only started my tears again.

"Dammit Jasmine, I'm trying to help you!" His voice was loud and he was now standing as he tried to stand his ground, but I didn't need his help.

"Harry, I don't need your bloody help! Now will you please leave!" I slip down the wall and brought my knees to my chest. He stood there for a moment before spinning on his heel and leaving.

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