When We Collide (Harry Styles)

Chapter 18

"Jasmine, wake up" My shoulder was shaken and the loud voice matched the hand on me.

"Harry, go away" I groaned into my pillow, sleep taking over me again. A cold wind quickly wiped over me and the coldness I was exposed to woke me up.

"Harry, are you bloody crazy?!" I screamed as I grabbed the blankets to cover my over exposed body once again. 

A loud laugh flew through the room, followed by the words of it's owner, "Sorry, I didn't know you were naked. Wait, why are you naked?" 

"It was hot, now fuck off" I groaned again, covering my face with ny hands.

"Get up" he spoke again, "I'm taking you out."

My spirit was instantly lifted, but I'd still rather sleep than go out with a guy who I hardly know.

"Aren't you supposed to ask me out for the first date?" I questioned, sitting up against the headboard taking the blankets with me, "how did you even get in here?" 

"I know where you keep the spare key," He said with a small chuckle. His smile slowly faded as what I had said first caught on to him. "Sorry I guess I'm just used to what we were, not now" he brought his bottom lip between his teeth and I gave him a sympathetic smile.

"Right, sorry. Let me get ready and we'll talk, okay?" I asked, really just wanting him to leave me alone in my naked state.

"Okay, be quick" He said before hurrying out.

I was anything but quick while getting ready. I took the time to shower, get dressed, do my make up and curl my hair.

"Are you nearly ready?" Harry called through the bathroom door.

"Nearly" I shouted back as I curled the last piece of hair.

"Hurry up, we're going to be late," Harry said impatiently just as I was opening the door.

"Harry" I sighed as soon as he was in sight, "I said we can talk, not that I will go on a date with you."

I brushed passed Harry and into my room, turning to face Harry. He was standing in my door way with arms crossed over his chest.

"Now, will you sit so we can talk?" I asked patting the spot next to me on the bed.

Harry sighed deeply before moving his feet across the room and sitting next to me. There was a silence that settled between us, it was comfortable but you could feel the tension between us. Heck, it was probably visible from Spain.

"What's happening Jas?" Harry asked, finally breaking the silence. I had the urge to just shrug my shoulders and leave him without an answer. But I know I was the one who wanted to talk, and he needed to know how I felt, and what I wanted to happen.

"Honestly Harry, I have no idea" I said as I looked at him with an awkward smile.

"Well, what do you want to happen?"

"I want it to be like before," I said in a barely audible whisper, but the smile that took over his face let me know he heard what I said.

"We can be"

"Npo we can't Harry" I said frustrated by how easy he thought it was, "I don't know you, and it will never be what it was before and you know that!"

"Well what do you expect me to do Jasmine?" Harry yelled back at me, "I'm not just going to wait around for you to love me again. You have no idea how hard this is on me!"

"How hard this is on you? Are you kidding me?!" I laughed angrily as the tears that were welling up finally released, "You're just going to stand there and tell me it's hard on you? Have you even thought about me, Harry? How fucking hard this is on me?"