Reckless Love

Chapter 13

He kisses me still, then suddenly stops, he turns around with his back to me.
"Um maybe I should go" he whispers, yeah well maybe You should but maybe I don't want to
"Why?, Damon it's okay it was an accident?" Whys he feeling so sorry for himself? "I promised myself I wouldn't hurt you again if you forgave me. And there I go" he's mad at himself, why isn't he looking at me "Damon
look at me, I'm okay it was just a little nip it was an accident I swear I'm fine it didn't even hurt" I'm perfect in fact, it's not even bleeding anymore. Damon turned around to face me his eyes red I could see his sharp teeth
Shit this is the first time I've seen him like this, I'm not scared? I smile and I can see how uncomfortable Damon is, he's scared of hurting me or scared of me even being afraid of him, I lean closer and kiss him, my hands are on his cheek and I can feel his veins, they slowly disappear and I know he's okay.
I feel him smile and I'm totally calm, despite not being 100% fond of Damon lately that doesn't mean I don't actually love him, it's just that, I love him so we will fight and make up as much as we please, after all we wouldn't be Damon and Elena without a fight or two.

His hand goes from my lower back up and fists my hair pulling my head back, he kisses down my chin to my neck. Letting go of my hair he stands up and holds his hand out for me to follow, I'm barely to my feet before he picks me up and in a split second we are upstairs, Jesus that's quite scary! "Hey you okay?" Damons eyes are on mine "I'm fine" I smile and his eyes are still on mine, it makes me blush a little and I look down at my hands hoping he didn't notice "Elena it's not like I was born yesterday? Are you sure you're okay, and I saw you blushing" shit this just makes me blush more, it's my first time how cliche of me, do I tell him or? Nah it's cool im sure he can tell I'm obviously being all shy "you make me blush what can I say" and I'm sure he's always had that impact on women....SHIT HOW MANY WOMEN wow my mind is blown just imagining
Before I know it I've gone along with Damons actions like I know what I'm doing... I'm doing it! Like a proud mother hen I pat myself on the back mentally! I scored. "Elena you... I don't have to see, Elena I can't you're..." shit yes blood fuck fuck fuck "but I want too" I'm practically begging him "you amaze me Lena, I'll try" he pushes a smile and the veins on his face pop up, he's okay he's got this

And he did, absolutely brilliantly, so gentle and careful for both our sakes, he carries me to the bathroom and we lay soaking in the tub "I love you Damon" he tenses, holding me tighter and kisses my hair "I love you Elena"
Broken from the moment one of our phones begins to ring out ugh what now, sounds like mine I'll grab it, I stand and grab a towel to wrap around myself, I scurry into my messy bedroom, it's Damon's do I answer? It says Stefan on the screen... oh fuck this I answer with a pretty confident "hello" and nothing, I just hear talking from Stefan I think he butt dialled Damon
"I can't believe you're here lexi" who the fuck is lexi
"Where is the obnoxious brother of yours, out on the hunt or creeping the hallways?" He laughs at herself, she's talking about Damon?
"He doesn't hunt anymore he's found a rather irritating girl, I hardly see him anymore I hunt alone she's too in the way" Stefan replies and she snorts "Damon found a girl? And he hasn't eaten her yet? Girl must be pretty damn tasty as well as stupid because he's just an ass"
Eat me? Damon would never do that not to me!?
"She is tasty believe me, you'll want to kill her if you saw her though I don't know how Damon hasn't yet"
"So you've already tried to kill her" this lexi laughs "yeah I thought it was her you know, the big K. It's uncanny and like I said irritating, even Damon wanted to kill her at first"
"That's the Damon I know, after all he slept with me and turned me so"

And I've heard just about enough I end the call I knew I shouldn't of answered, Damon wouldn't kill me? Would he? WHO the fuck is lexi? He 'turned' her? Just gross if she's one of them then how many years ago was this, I can't cope with this can I? He's....old yet young. I have that feeling, like there's somebody behind me I turn my head slightly it's obviously Damon but I don't really want to see him
"Stefan called" I told him in a blunt manner
"I heard... Elena I would never, I swear"
But what if he couldn't control it, what am I thinking getting involved in all of this shit, and again I have a ping of feeling sorry for myself where the hell is my mother I need her
"Kill me or get out, I cannot deal with all of this in my life so help me go or leave so I can be alone"

((A/N this was a pretty crappy small part but aren't they always arguing geeez.. LEXIIII!!!))