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..But . I'm shocked about him being in the same room with me... But still he managed to make my butterflies go crazy even though he has a girlfriend- or ex ?..
I bit my lip while still looking down because I'm nervous as hell.
I realized my lip is bleeding like a bitch. I tasted my own blood and realize I did that because of him.
Julian is here in the flesh and now I bit my lip so hard it started bleeding? Most girls do that right? Or It's just me?.. I stopped dreaming and glanced at Julian again seeing him stare at me like when we met at Starbucks." y/n I- I like you okay." He said getting up and sits next to me making my breath hitch and look at him hesitantly. My lorddd Then he placed his hand on my hand that is placed on my leg making me calm for some weird reason.
"Your the first girl that makes me nervous on the phone, on Skype and also right now. But I also feel comfortable when I'm talking with you. It's something.. I- I've never felt before with anyone. I don't know why but you keep me sane, from everything that's going on in my life." He said with a nervous chuckle shaking his head in defeat of his own words, while staring intensely at me.
He's so cute! How can I stay mad at him!?
He looked at our hands while his thumb slowly moves over my hand making me shiver and my mind goes blank at the same time. It's like I forgot that right now he's sitting here at fucking midnight in my house, and It's like where the one in the world.
He looks back in my eyes and made a cute smirk, that every girl would kill for." So. .Can you forgive me please? I forgave you when you said you liked Jovani more and most people like me more." " But you joked about that right? He's no as funny as I am."
He said in a funny way making me giggle and forget why I should be mad at him. I never giggle To be honest; I should forgive him. It's not his fault, and we don't even date so why was I mad at him in the first place?
He is like a brother to me.
Uhm. An sexy ass brother that isn't really my sibling or family so that's .. AAAmazinggg!!'I can laugh with him, joke with him and just do nothing with him. Like skyping when we both got nothing to do at night and just talk a little and fall asleep together. Or when he needs help with his math homework I can help him, and he can help me with English. He's just to good to be true. But I know he has secrets for me that he really isn't comfortable to tell me yet, but I'll get it out of him.
His eyes sparked for a moment as he looked straight at me in the eyes, giving me a flashback of my dream I had..O go. Should I tell him? Why is he so happy when I can't even look at him for like 2seconds?
"I-I .. I'm sorry for not letting you explain. I-It's just. . I thought you lied to me about having a girlfriend. Because I don't want to be " The girl who stole someone's boyfriend ", and have to hate myself for it. I signed.
B-Because I know how that feels like. " I said pulling my hand slowly away under his big manly hand with his gorgeous veins popping out." Y/n, I'm so sorry that you've had to go through that, but your so beautiful and so sweet. I just can't imagine a guy cheating on you. But I'm here and I'll swear to god; "No one will ever hurt you unless I'm dead, you understand?" I felt my eyes prickle a little, but no tears came out. "I sound so stupid but you make me think like that and smile like I've never did before."
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