messages | taehyung (completed!!)

epilogue

I held a piece of paper while I'm in front of my desk. I smiled at the thought of the words I first wrote on that paper.

After some minutes of just staring on that paper, I continued writing while keeping the tears that was about to fall from my eyes. I don't want my letter to be ruined just because of some tears.

Yes, letters, not messages. I'm done with the messages I've sent to you and now, maybe it is the time to really let go and do a letter instead of a message one.

I realized that I'm just in love with him. Maybe, that was one of the reasons why it all became just a dream. I cried everyday, wondered, just why? But then I realized, why am I even so dramatic over a simple dream that every fan girl of course would experience? Maybe, there's much worst than the dream I had right? But I still wonder what if it was all true? What will Taehyung do? Will he ever tell to everyone, every fan he has, that he really loves me? Yes, I wondered like that.

"Hey, what was that?" Hyunwoo asked.

He's standing behind me while back hugging me. I know you might wonder too what happened to me after Taehyung and I met. After we talked. But yes, Hyunwoo, the same guy in my dream became my boyfriend after a year. I can't deny the fact that I really like him. But not, the same way I feel with Taehyung.

"It's just a letter," I said and looked at him. "Don't be jealous. I'm not even planning to give this to him," I held the paper and handed it to him. "You can read it and do whatever you want with that, Hyunwoo." I smiled.

I was about to leave when he asked me a question. "You sure you want me to take care of this?" I nodded my head.

I don't want to hurt him. I want him to know eveything about me. And so I told him about the dream I had when he confessed. I told him it's always him, Taehyung. But then this guy really made me feel I am loved. I fell for him too. And I did everything I could to make him happy too. To make us both happy, to be exact. But then he said 'let's take a break' after that year of being in love with each other. Then, we became good friends. And until now, we both don't know what's really with our relationship. But I'm happy I have someone like him.

"Hyunwoo," I whispered when I'm finally in front of the door. "Thank you," I said. And then I left him alone with my letter for Taehyung.

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Third Person's POV

Just after Joy left him, he smiled at himself and was about to throw the letter when he accidentally read the last words from her letter. It was a bold one. You can really see how many times she wrote that because it's the highlight of the letter. It was written right before her name at the bottom.

He read it to himself. "Always," And then he opened the letter. He saw a fresh tear which he knows that it was from Joy and touched it.

Hyunwoo doesn't know what to feel when he first read the two words above. But then he continued.

dear taehyung,

funny.

that was the very first word i think of when i think of the word 'us'. not to offend you but it really is.

i felt really happy that time when i felt your arms around me. your lips, it was so soft, taehyung. your big hands, how i wish i could hold onto that forever.