messages | taehyung (completed!!)

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"Are you really like this to those girls you've dated before? You're going to ask them out with you on a coffee shop but you're there, just staring at them? Taehyung, you're making me uncomfortable, seriously." He laughed at what I said and shook his head before sipping to his coffee.

I said yes to what he asked for me to do earlier. It's been hours and we're just waiting for the sunrise to come. I don't know, but Taehyung's really right. We never had the chance to go out like this because he's a celebrity. But now, he's still the same but atleast, we're doing this. Even though it's the first and the last time. I will never regret that this is happening right now.

"Oh!" He suddenly shouted. I looked at him with that but he's not looking at me. I can tell that he's really amazed at what he's seeing so I looked outside to see what it is.

"Tae, it's only a kid walking on the street. Are you kidding me?" He looked at me and pouted.

"Don't be mad at me but can I go out? I'm just going to talk to that kid! I promise I'll be back." He said while pointing to that kid and left. Did he really just fcking asked me? He just left without my permission! I shook my head while smiling.

Taehyung is really something. The last time I checked, he's the reason why I'm hurting and not having enough sleep everyday because of crying. But now, he's the reason why I'm smiling again. I don't know if I could let him go. I don't know what will happen to me after this. But I'm sure, this memories, I will never let this go. This is the most beautiful moment in my life.

While looking at them, I saw how Taehyung's expression started to change when the kid waved at him. That's why I followed him already.

"The sunrise is here already. Let's go?" He nodded at me while smiling.

We're both sitting on the floor of the bridge while sipping to our coffees. He's so quiet. And I admit, I'm not really used to it.

"You know, it's so awkward that you're quiet. Aren't you gonna say something or what?" I asked.

"I'm just thinking what are we going to do after this. Because I know, there would be some fans who's going to recognize me. I don't want this day to be ruined. I will never waste any time today. I only want us to be together just one day. Without any fans around. Just," He paused. "Just us." I heard him whispered.

"Do you still remember that time you asked me if you can go to my house?" I asked. I didn't hear him say anything at first. I really thought he'll ignore my question but still, he answered.

"A-Are you asking me to go to your house? Damn, Joy. I will seriously say yes." I laughed at him but it's a wrong move since he stopped from smiling and just.... stared at my face.

"Why? Do I have something on my face?" He shook his head but cupped my both cheeks still looking at me. I can feel how my cheeks turned red while looking back at him.

"Can you do that again?" He asked.

"What?" He smiled at me.

"Laugh again. I want to see you laughing again. But okay, never mind." He said but still holding my cheeks with his two hands.

Shit. He's too close to me. Ah, no. We're too close to each other. It's really awkward. This is the very first time that I ever had the chance to be this close to him. And the feeling, it's different. I can tell that his affection to me is really not the same with someone. And I admit that I never felt this way before.

"I'm not going to lie. I'm not going to do that today. I promise, I won't." He started talking that's making me more nervous. I don't have any idea about what he's going to tell me but I can feel his sincerety just by looking at his both eyes. 

"I love you. Do you remember that time you hugged me in front of so many people? And what you've heard from me before that I want you to let me go. And to leave. Can u believe that it's all a lie? I know how hard it is to believe. But I'm not saying this to you to believe it right away. I'm still giving you time to think of it. But it's all a lie." I tried to focus more on the next words he's going to say. Because it's really hard to believe him but I don't know. I really don't know why but I feel like I don't need the time to think anymore.

"How would a person who loves someone very much will mean to say that to the person they loves? I know people will say that words for their love one's happiness. But they will never mean it. But a hundred percent that they'll just, regret it." He paused again and still looks at me the same way. "I want you to know how much I love you. How much I will do everything just to make you happy. Just to not see you being hurt and having a hard time just because of me. Right now, we'll just do everything we know we couldn't really do. And I will never, ever, fcking regret this moment."

A tear fell from my eyes. He smiled when he saw it but he wiped it while brushing his thumb on my cheeks. 

"I love you, Taehyung."

The words I wanted to tell him for so long. I saw how he stopped from what he's doing and just... looked at me. I can see the shock in his eyes. How it affects him with those words. And for the first time in my life, I saw how tears starts falling from his eyes. He covered his face with his both hands to hide it but I saw it with my own eyes. So, I held his one hand, wipe it for him, and smiled.

We finally had the chance to say those words in front of each other. To say those words this close and not just on a text message. I finally said it in front of him after a long time.

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