(same song cuz I can)
I wake up, opening my eyes slowly. I try to sit up but I'm gently pushed back down. "Don't sit up too fast, you'll hurt yourself." I look up, dazed. It's Ethan. He's sitting to my left on the bed, holding a damp cloth in his free hand. Must have been using it for my forehead. "What happened? I came in and you were in a ball, hyperventilating. You passed out"
"Anxiety attack I think," I mumble. I feel a bit nauseous, and I have a splitting headache. "Snuck up on me. They usually aren't like that..." I say. I sit up, slowly. I put my hand to my forehead. My head hurts so much. "Have any Ibuprofen?" I say weakly. He nods and leaves the room.
I look at my computer. It's on a page for how to treat shock. I guess he assumed what happened and went from there. Lay him or her down. If sweating, press a cold and damp cloth to the forehead. Explains the wash towel.
After a few seconds, Ethan comes back with a glass of water and a bottle of my preferred pain relief. He hands me both and sits next to me. I open the bottle, take out and swallow three of the tiny green pills, and drain the glass of water. I look to him. His face is full of worry. "Sorry, you had to see that," I mumble, my cheeks a bit red.
"Don't apologize, I'm just glad you're okay. I was so scared." He says, the last part really quiet, barely audible. I smile weakly.
"I feel bad, that's the worst attack I've ever had if it even was an anxiety attack. I've never passed out before. Usually, I just get quickened breath, tight chest, and stiff muscles. Never that much pain." I say, rubbing the back of my head. He nods, looking at the wall. My headache gets a bit better, but it's still really, really painful. I stare at him, lost in thought. He's so beautiful and kind... I can't leave here, leave them, leave him... I just can't.
"Want to watch a movie? He says, looking back to me. I blink and feel a flush creep up my neck.
"Yeah, sure." He gets up and grabs the remote. I exit out if the tabs on my computer, and place it on the bedside table, with my phone and chargers. He comes and sits down next to me, turning on the television. "What'cha want to watch?"
"How about a Marvel Movie?"
"Sounds good. Which one?"
"I'm pretty fond of the Avengers," I say. He looks it up and puts it on. Putting his arm around me, he hugs me close, as if to protect me from any more danger. I snuggle against him as the movie starts. I know this movie's action-packed, and it's only seven-thirty. Neither of us will fall asleep. We'll be here until the end of the movie. And that will be all I need for now. Just him and I.
... Us
(A/N)
OKAAAYYY I'm ready to go back into updating more, but I think with exams drawing nearer, I'll only update 1-3 times a week, okay??
Thanks for understanding ^w^
Song: Dan's Diss Track (roast yourself challenge), Dan Howell (danisnotonfire)
~ Salem
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I Want to Help You (CrankGamePlays x OC) [COMPLETED]
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions of suicide, self harm, themes of eating disorders and a chapter(s) with themes similar to domestic violence Alexandra Heids has been through a lot; She's been living alone in LA from the age of seventeen after her parents...
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