TRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions of suicide, self harm, themes of eating disorders and a chapter(s) with themes similar to domestic violence
Alexandra Heids has been through a lot; She's been living alone in LA from the age of seventeen after her parents...
I wake up the next morning in Ethan's arms. I smile to myself. I'm so lucky to have him. And to think that all the bad that has happened to me all lead up to this...
I kiss his collar bone and get out of bed. I grab a pair of jean shorts and my Dan and Phil fringe sweater and head into the bathroom.
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This one right here I want this sweater so so bad xD sorry back to the fic
I head into the bathroom and change, brushing my hair and throwing it into a ponytail. I head out and into the kitchen, making myself a bowl of cereal.
After the bags of chips, it's been easier to eat, and i can't thank Mark enough-
oh shit.
I have to get my stuff from Mark's today. I have to confront him again. My eyes start to swim with tears from the memory.
Mark, yelling in my face, face red with anger. Mark's eyes full of mistrust and dislike.
Ethan, cowering in the background, scared of his friend. Ethan's eyes full of sadness and fear.
Me, standing in disbelief, and slowly getting more angry. Me, storming out the door with Mark's friend, with no promise of returning him or keeping him safe...
"Alex, you okay?" It's Ethan. I mean, who else would it be, but I'm almost surprised to see him. Did I wake him?
"Yeah I'm fine. How are you?" I say as light-hearted as I can, even though it clashes terribly with the tears staining my cheeks.
"No, seriously, what's up?" He says, resting his palm on my face and wiping the tears away with his thumb.
"Nothing, just... I have to get my stuff from Mark and I don't know if I'm ready to confront him again. I mean, he was my favorite YouTuber after you, and for him to say he doesn't trust me and hate me just hurts, you know?" I say, not able to hide the tremble in my voice. He embraces me in a hug. I hug him back, unable to control my sobs any longer.
"You won't have to do it alone."
(A/N)
Sorry that I haven't uploaded in lightyears, but I've been studying for finals. I took my English and Latin finals on Friday and I have my Math tomorrow, and after that is my History T~T and then I'm done with school :D so yeah I'm sorry it's kinda short but I will update soon
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