His Lead Patrol (boyxboy)

Chapter 2: The Beta's Weakness

(Above is Alpha Kai.)

~Noah's POV~

Sometimes Alpha Kai tells me I'm just a ghost. That I'm not the same person as I was when we were kids. Can you blame me? I've had to grow up and mature just as quick as he did. I just was more harsh on myself. I had to make me hate myself. In doing so, it pushed me to become stronger. I know. It's not good to hate yourself or even pretend you do. But that was my training technique for me. It worked pretty well in the long run. Granted, he's the one who tells me I'm overworking myself. Oh well. Boohoo. I know my limits. And I haven't reached them yet. No matter how bad it looks like I have. Now, much to my dismay, Alpha Kai had commanded another Patrol wolf to watch over him. So I could rest. I don't need rest. I don't want rest. So here we are, waiting for my stupid Patrol wolf to show up. The door opened. Well, speak of the devil and he shall appear. This Patrol wolf's name is Carter. I'm not a fan of him considering he likes to slack off. That jackass.
"If you so much as key Alpha Kai get injured, I will kill you. Slowly and painfully. To the point you'll be begging me to kill you. And that is a promise, pup." I said.
Well, Shane said that. Being my voice went deeper in tone. Carter nodded quickly. The entire pack knows I stick to my words. I'm all but and no bark.
"Rest now, Noah." Alpha Kai said.
I walked past him. And I leaned into Carter's ear.
"Don't forget what I said." I said.
Carter whimpered in fear.

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. I'm already bored. I'm not used to having 'breaks' like this. I work myself to the core. I've decided I don't like taking these breaks. I heard someone coming down the stairs. And by the smell, it was the wretched Beta Kiran.
"Hey, Noah." Beta Kiran said.
I just grunted in disrespect.
"You should probably respect me." Beta Kiran said.
"I don't have to do shit for you, asshole." I said.
Beta Kiran sighed.
"What will it take for you to trust me?" Beta Kiran asked.
"Nothing. Because I'm never going to trust you. No matter how hard you try. Just give it up." I said.
"No. I'll make you trust me soon enough." Beta Kiran said.
"To be honest with you, I can't stand you. Never could, never will." I said.
"Well that hurts." Beta Kiran said.

As a Beta, you never want to hear a pack member say they hate you or that they can't stand you. It's makes the Beta's wolf feel like there's a flaw in him or that he isn't doing good enough. I don't give a fuck to be honest.
"I don't care." I said.
"You should. You don't know what it feels like to hear someone you protect say that. And with no remorse in his voice." Beta Kiran said.
"As I said, I don't give two shits." I said.
"Why?" Beta Kiran asked.
"Why what?" I asked.
"Why do you treat me like this? Why don't trust me? Why do you hate me so much? What did I ever do to you?" Beta Kiran asked.
I thought about it.

"You entered our pack territory and immediately Alpha Kai trusted you. When I met you, I knew something was off. I still have that gut feeling to this day. And you've been here 5 years. I don't trust you as far as I can throw you. And that will never change. Sure you were rouge when we found you. But you also had a loving family at one point in your life. I never had that. Although that's not the point. As for treating you like I do, it's because you're a pretty shit Beta." I said.

Beta Kiran gasped. His hand flew to his chest, resting where his heart is. I know deep down he didn't deserve to hear that. But it's the cold hard truth. Betas hate hearing what I just said. Now he's gonna stress himself to try and be better. To impress me. To change my mind on what I said.
"Truth hurts doesn't it?" I asked.
"It does." Beta Kiran said.
"Plus, I don't really think you deserve the Beta title either." I said.
"What? Why?" Beta Kiran asked.
"You got that title a little too quick in my opinion. But that works just fine for you. You like the power. You crave the power. And that's not a true Beta." I said.
Beta Kiran's eyes started watering.
"And there is nothing you can do to change my thoughts on you." I said.